I dont' know why this is but everyone pretty much sees the happy me. And my journal gets the sadangryconfused me. I am always bothered by people who complain and complain about how their life sucks and they can't do anything right and blah blah blah...but they don't do anything to make it better except complain! Yeah, that's totally me too and it's bugging me now...so guess what? I am not writing another journal entry, not going to another event or having any, and i'm not doing anything until I get my fucking life in order...this isn't going to take over night i know but it's time catapiller christie stops climbing and not getting anywhere...so the next time you see me i will be butterfly christie. you may or maynot see any changes in me because as i said before I am always happy around my friends...i got awesome ones...which is pretty much the reason..but i need to fix myself...before I become some bitter old hag. midlife crisis at 23 yeah maybe. 
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However if that's the the only way others learn about you, it's obvious why you could seem like an entirely different person than what you really are.
I'm glad to hear you're going to take charge though and get things back on track (if they ever were). Many people twice your age don't even have the patience to start.
Good luck, I hope everything works out for the best.
[Edited on Apr 13, 2004 10:28AM]