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This is gonna be the last time I update pregnant. I have my c-section scheduled for this Tuesday. I am not nervous or scared about the actual surgery at all. It's actually very strange how calm I feel. I have never "gone under the knife" for anything before. I feel very confident about how we have planned Liam's birth. I feel it's been the best decision so far. It's hard to give birth to a child but it's even harder with one already at home. With everything being planned it puts my mind at ease. I am able to figure out what to do with Aidan at night while I am in the hospital recovering. I know nonsense is nervous for the surgery and I love him for that. It wouldn't be the same if he wasn't worrying. I am going to try to bring my laptop and phone with me to the hospital. I have to be in there for at least 3 to 4 days after the surgery so I will have some free time on my hands.
Everyone wish us luck!