It could be that I'm really tired and being that it's 3:50am when I am starting to write this fully supports my excuse but I have to say right now that I fucking love my friends. I am so excited for this weekend because somehow all of my good friends are all getting together in one place. Or at the very least I will see everyone over the weekend. I just realized that even though I am totally neglecting some of my friends right now..(which I am only half sorry for...) I am feeling nothing but love lately. There are a few friends out there that need to reconnect with me because it's seriously been too long but hopefully that will happen this weekend as well. I just can't imagine my life without all these wonderful people who truly care about me and love me. I was feeling pretty crappy earlier in the year..so many bad things seem to have been happening to me and my loved ones. But now it seems like karma is finally paying off. Huh...I'd rub up against this girl cause she be lucky!
I have a wonderful husband who never ceases to amaze me. He makes me feel loved and wanted and most of all sexy. He puts up with so much of my crap and I can't count how many time I've put him through said crap!
Then there is Courtney...Froggy...whatever. She has known me the longest of my friends. She is someone who I have always looked up to and admired. She is like a big sister to me...and trust me as the oldest child..I sometimes need to feel like I have someone I can come to who is wiser than I. She has seen me at my worst at times and still loves and cares about me.
Tracy is another person who I could never part with. There is something about that girl that just sets off the nerdy, goofy side of me. I don't think there has ever been a time where I haven't laughed to tears with her. She is an amazing listener and she makes me feel like I'm needed and appreciated.
Another more recent friend to come into my life is Dave. I haven't really known him all that long but he really seems to get me....sometimes better than I do myself. He is a person I care about and respect and feel safe with. I know I could tell him anything and not only will he listen but he'll give me advice without making me feel stupid.
I'm leaving a few names out of here but they are not less important by any means.
It just feels good to know that I can count on each of these people if I ever needed to and that they want to be around. For whatever reason they chose me to be their friends. I can't say that I don't feel that love everyday. Each person has allowed me to grow and they all teach me new things about myself everyday. I love you all. And now that it's 4 in the morning. I'm going to pass the fuck out. Just know that it'll be with a sentimental smile.
I have a wonderful husband who never ceases to amaze me. He makes me feel loved and wanted and most of all sexy. He puts up with so much of my crap and I can't count how many time I've put him through said crap!
Then there is Courtney...Froggy...whatever. She has known me the longest of my friends. She is someone who I have always looked up to and admired. She is like a big sister to me...and trust me as the oldest child..I sometimes need to feel like I have someone I can come to who is wiser than I. She has seen me at my worst at times and still loves and cares about me.
Tracy is another person who I could never part with. There is something about that girl that just sets off the nerdy, goofy side of me. I don't think there has ever been a time where I haven't laughed to tears with her. She is an amazing listener and she makes me feel like I'm needed and appreciated.
Another more recent friend to come into my life is Dave. I haven't really known him all that long but he really seems to get me....sometimes better than I do myself. He is a person I care about and respect and feel safe with. I know I could tell him anything and not only will he listen but he'll give me advice without making me feel stupid.
I'm leaving a few names out of here but they are not less important by any means.
It just feels good to know that I can count on each of these people if I ever needed to and that they want to be around. For whatever reason they chose me to be their friends. I can't say that I don't feel that love everyday. Each person has allowed me to grow and they all teach me new things about myself everyday. I love you all. And now that it's 4 in the morning. I'm going to pass the fuck out. Just know that it'll be with a sentimental smile.
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jerawyn:
I wanted to tell you you're a fabulous hostess and you throw a smashing party. Thanks for having me.
cineman:
You throw a lovely shindig, milady. Many many thanks as always for your generous hospitality and warmth. Cheers!