Update time ...
I HAVE REGULAR INTERNET! Wooo! I finally have cable internet again on the computer in my room. YAY! I'm retarded for getting so excited over it, but my life is sucking, so I gotta get excited over something, right?
Now for the actual update... I'm in a slump right now. I don't hang out with anyone ever and I want to. I need friends. And I'm weird because I have this horrible complex that people don't actually like me, so I RARELY reach out. I wait for people to contact me. And of course, this makes me seem like I don't care, or that I'm a bad friend. So then people don't want to call me anyway. *sigh* It's a horrible cycle, and I completely do it to myself. But I don't how to get out of it... From somewhere I got this issue that I have a hard time believing people actually like me. Lots of people have my number, but they never use it. I know, WHINE WHINE WHINE. I'll stop now.
Good things: I've looked into going back to school and I'm going to do it, I have the BEST boyfriend EVER... I have internet again...
Hope everyone out there in SG Land is well!
I HAVE REGULAR INTERNET! Wooo! I finally have cable internet again on the computer in my room. YAY! I'm retarded for getting so excited over it, but my life is sucking, so I gotta get excited over something, right?
Now for the actual update... I'm in a slump right now. I don't hang out with anyone ever and I want to. I need friends. And I'm weird because I have this horrible complex that people don't actually like me, so I RARELY reach out. I wait for people to contact me. And of course, this makes me seem like I don't care, or that I'm a bad friend. So then people don't want to call me anyway. *sigh* It's a horrible cycle, and I completely do it to myself. But I don't how to get out of it... From somewhere I got this issue that I have a hard time believing people actually like me. Lots of people have my number, but they never use it. I know, WHINE WHINE WHINE. I'll stop now.
Good things: I've looked into going back to school and I'm going to do it, I have the BEST boyfriend EVER... I have internet again...
Hope everyone out there in SG Land is well!
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atomic_tiki:
ok I've been through this with you before so I'm not going to give in to the pitty party here. You say alot of people have YOUR number but they never use it, well I can't speak for everyone but only for myself., you're always at work when I'm at home, when i'm at work you're at home, you have 2 days off which I assume you'd want to spend with you boyfriend. I never know what your schedule is anymore. Besides YOU have a lot of numbers too (including MINE) & the phone works BOTH WAYS. Do you ever use it? You need to get over this thing what ever it is that keeps you in a slump. Because what's sad to me is, we kept in better contact before you moved out here & now that you live not even 10 minutes from me i rarely hear from you.
jasechase:
17 comments and counting, seems like you have some people you can hang with 
