I ... have a little crush on someone. It's unexpected and a little... surprising.
I'm not sure how this works though. Am I pretending to crush on someone to overcome my painful loss of Dan? Or is it a crush because I haven't been able to have one in so long? Or is it really that I like this person. I mean, I know I like him as a friend, but do I really like him as more?
I'm confused right now. Although I shouldn't let it bother me. There's positively no chance in the world he returns this little crush, and even if he did, nothing could come of it because I'm still horribly head over heels in love with Dan.
I'm blabbing about something that doesn't matter. But it's my journal, so I can do that if I want. It's just weird.
-Roxy
XOXOXO
I'm not sure how this works though. Am I pretending to crush on someone to overcome my painful loss of Dan? Or is it a crush because I haven't been able to have one in so long? Or is it really that I like this person. I mean, I know I like him as a friend, but do I really like him as more?
I'm confused right now. Although I shouldn't let it bother me. There's positively no chance in the world he returns this little crush, and even if he did, nothing could come of it because I'm still horribly head over heels in love with Dan.
I'm blabbing about something that doesn't matter. But it's my journal, so I can do that if I want. It's just weird.
-Roxy
XOXOXO
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mirkwoodmaiden:
i agree with morgan's method. just sit alone and think it over. try not to annalize it. just let the thoughts drift into your head. those will be your true emotions. and prosseed with a choise u feel you will be happy with.
bishop:
okay..okay...okay...yes, I will return your little crush...just be honest and let me know....