roxsea

Not to be continually bitching about my job, or jobs, but I feel that as I get older my job becomes more important to me in that I have to spend a large chunk of time at it and it can really make or break a good day.

I realize that what I do doesn't define who I am, but it sure is hard to feel good about a shitty job regardless.

Yesterday was my first day of work on the new job and it sucked balls.

Now I am faced with some options: 1) Quit and be subjectively happier than I would be working there 2) Suffer through work but bring home money and hopefully find happiness in non-broke status or 3) Run away to somewhere warm and try to desperately find a sugar daddy to pay my bills.

To really confound all of this, my current BF has been -- lacking in his portion of the $$$ so it's been all on me to pay rent, electric, buy groceries, and I'm pretty fucking stressed. I feel that it's fair to expect him to have his half but I am used to being pretty spoiled too, and I'm having troubles adjusting. (cue resentment)

Needless to say I need to decide something because as soon as I left the building in my little polyester get up I started bawling. And I'm the type of girl to get punched in the face and taunt you for more.

Advice/Options/HELP???