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You know how they always say "nice guys finish last?" well 'Stin and I have figured it out... apparently "Sane girls are easy to blow off", because they won't go psycho or fall apart if you leave them...
think about it a while...
guys always stay with the girls who are COMPLETELY NUTS, but leave the ones who are down to earth and grounded...
any...
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There really is nothing like a good scalp scratchin'...
I've gotten tons of compliments on my hair recently, I love it. If theres one thing I'm really vain about, it's my hair, I'm proud of it, I do the colors myself, and gosh darnit' they look good!
How was everyones holiday? Mine was nonexistant. Had an OK weekend tho. Saturday night 'Stin and I closed...
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This one's fun! and Incriminating!!

1. Have you ever been drunk?
yes

2. How old were you the first time you got drunk?
15? don't remember

3. Have you ever gotten/given digits while intoxicated?
I NEVER give mine out, no matter how drunk I am

4. Have you ever 'drunk dialed'?
yes, bad idea!!

5. Have you ever been drunk in front of family member?...
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Just got back from the football game. Cold, covered in mud, but we won!!! Riverside-10, Hershey-2! Take that bitches!
Happy Thanksgiving SG land!

in last 24 hours

1. Had sex: no

2. Bought something: gas

3. Gotten sick: no

5. Been kissed: no

6. Ate something: yes

7. Felt stupid: yes

8. Talked to an ex: no

9. Missed someone: Stan, UGH!

10. Hugged someone: yes

Last person who....

1. Slept in your bed: my son

2. Saw you cry : Kristin

3. Made you cry: Dave

4....
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I'm sick.

I've been used.

Have a good day SG land.

A warning sign
I missed the good part, then I realised
I started looking and the bubble burst
I started looking for excuses
Come on in
I've gotta tell you what a state I'm in
I've gotta tell you in my loudest tones
That I started looking for a warning sign

When the truth is, I miss you
Yeah the truth is, that I miss...
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He called that night and acted as if nothing happened. Apparently he had a rough weekend. Whatever. I told him I was confused, he apologized, I told him I have feelings too. Whatever. He used to call me several times a day and want to see me often, and its gradually gotten less and less. I obviously was a rebound thing to help him get...
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So he did it. He hurt me. Why was he so worried I'd hurt him if he was the one who was going to hurt me? He won't call or answer the phone when I call either, so I don't even have an explanation. WTF!?!?! Maybe he just can't handle someone really caring about him, maybe he can't be with someone who isn't needy or...
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I want to tell you whats on my mind, I want to bill you for wasted time, and wasted cigarettes that quenched your fix, and wasted spit I left there upon your lips...

Well you would have left me anyway, so I'll leave you instead...

Dear lover I can't believe its come to this, dear lover give me one last painful kiss...

My foot on your neck, i finally have you right where i want you...

You took it back, how could you go and do something like that? you took it back, you ripped my heart out...
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I'm taking my son to see the Incredibles on Ice tonight, then afterwards it's my friend Jamie's birthday outing... could be bad news. We were in Cancun at this time last year... and we may party like we did at this time last year...
I think my cell phone is getting shut off this afternoon...not for long, but it is my lifeline and that thought...
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