I WAS WALKING PAST A LITTLE CAFE WHEN I HEARD "ROXANNE..." BEING SUNG BY SOMEONE.
I TURNED AROUND AND LOOKED, AND THE PERSON WHO SUNG IT SAID "IS YOUR NAME ROXANNE?" I NODDED MY HEAD. I WAS VERY CONFUSED BECAUSE NO ONE REALLY CALLS ME ROXANNE ANYMORE. UNLESS ITS SOMEONE IVE KNOWN FOR A REALLY REALLY LONG TIME FROM GRAMMAR SCHOOL OR SOMETHING.
THE MAN LOOKED SUPRISED THEN LOOKED TO HIS RIGHT AND POINTED. I COULDNT SEE WHO WAS SITTING THERE BECAUSE OF A PILLAR THAT WAS IN MY WAY, SO I WALKED BACK.
IT WAS PAUL.
AN OLD FRIEND.
ONE OF MY OLDEST FRIENDS ACTUALLY.
IT MADE MY HEART DROP BECAUSE I HEARD HE WAS DEAD.
AS SOON AS I REALIZED IT WAS REALLY HIM, I FELT LIKE I WAS GOING TO VOMIT. WE DID LOTS OF DRUGS TOGETHER BACK IN THE DAY, AND A BUNCH OF OTHER ILLEGAL SHIT TOO. BACK WHEN I STILL THOUGHT IT WAS ALL SO MUCH FUN.
WE WOULD RENT MOTEL ROOMS, AND STAY UP ALL NIGHT PLAYING PLAYSTATION AND X BOX, AND TALKING FOR HOURS ABOUT NOTHING. IT REALLY WAS FUN. I WAS 15.
BUT I GOT SENT AWAY
AND HE DISAPPEARED
AND WHEN I CAME BACK, EVERYONE TOLD ME HE DIED OF AN OVERDOSE. AND I WAS SAD.
ANYWHO. IM VERY PROUD OF MYSELF FOR NOT EXCHANGING NUMBERS OR ACCEPTING HIS INVITE TO JOIN THEM FOR LUNCH. I DID GET A CIGARETTE THOUGH . IVE BEEN OUT AND GOING CRAZY SINCE THIS MORNING.
IM STILL PRETTY SHAKEN UP, BECAUSE I FEEL AS THOUGH I HAVE SEEN A GHOST. AND MANY FORGOTTEN MEMORIES ARE BEGINNING TO COME BACK, AND I DONT LIKE IT.
NO SIR, NOT ONE BIT .
OKAY THATS ALL BYE BYE
I TURNED AROUND AND LOOKED, AND THE PERSON WHO SUNG IT SAID "IS YOUR NAME ROXANNE?" I NODDED MY HEAD. I WAS VERY CONFUSED BECAUSE NO ONE REALLY CALLS ME ROXANNE ANYMORE. UNLESS ITS SOMEONE IVE KNOWN FOR A REALLY REALLY LONG TIME FROM GRAMMAR SCHOOL OR SOMETHING.
THE MAN LOOKED SUPRISED THEN LOOKED TO HIS RIGHT AND POINTED. I COULDNT SEE WHO WAS SITTING THERE BECAUSE OF A PILLAR THAT WAS IN MY WAY, SO I WALKED BACK.
IT WAS PAUL.
AN OLD FRIEND.
ONE OF MY OLDEST FRIENDS ACTUALLY.
IT MADE MY HEART DROP BECAUSE I HEARD HE WAS DEAD.
AS SOON AS I REALIZED IT WAS REALLY HIM, I FELT LIKE I WAS GOING TO VOMIT. WE DID LOTS OF DRUGS TOGETHER BACK IN THE DAY, AND A BUNCH OF OTHER ILLEGAL SHIT TOO. BACK WHEN I STILL THOUGHT IT WAS ALL SO MUCH FUN.
WE WOULD RENT MOTEL ROOMS, AND STAY UP ALL NIGHT PLAYING PLAYSTATION AND X BOX, AND TALKING FOR HOURS ABOUT NOTHING. IT REALLY WAS FUN. I WAS 15.
BUT I GOT SENT AWAY
AND HE DISAPPEARED
AND WHEN I CAME BACK, EVERYONE TOLD ME HE DIED OF AN OVERDOSE. AND I WAS SAD.
ANYWHO. IM VERY PROUD OF MYSELF FOR NOT EXCHANGING NUMBERS OR ACCEPTING HIS INVITE TO JOIN THEM FOR LUNCH. I DID GET A CIGARETTE THOUGH . IVE BEEN OUT AND GOING CRAZY SINCE THIS MORNING.
IM STILL PRETTY SHAKEN UP, BECAUSE I FEEL AS THOUGH I HAVE SEEN A GHOST. AND MANY FORGOTTEN MEMORIES ARE BEGINNING TO COME BACK, AND I DONT LIKE IT.
NO SIR, NOT ONE BIT .
OKAY THATS ALL BYE BYE
lizzi:
My dog doesn't sleep with his nose in my panties, but he does chew the fuck out of the crotch when I'm not looking. Little fucker. But so damn cute to catch him in the act when he's swinging them back and forth and frolicking around with them in his mouth. So gross.