I'm stoked that @rambo @lyxzen and @missy assigned this one, because it's actually something I think about every day. My head is always in the clouds, thinking about what's next, what will I do or see in the next month, what's something I can accomplish soon that I haven't tackled yet?
With this year being as tumultuous as it has so far, I'm surprised that I haven't been overwhelmed by life. With moving from South Carolina to Texas, which was the first time I'd ever left my hometown, and meeting new people that have helped me more than I could ask (more than my own family would ever dream) and driving cross country by myself for the first time, getting a taste for travel and new places. I was terrified to leave my home, and within a few months I've transformed into some kind of nomad. On top of everything, I finally decided to apply to become a SuicideGirl. That was fucking huge for me, considering my past issues with self consciousness and body image. And all of this has gone better than I imagined. I've had two top tier photoshoots within the past two months (one of which goes live in 2 months and 2 weeks) and I plan on working with at least three more photographers over the summer.
I plan to move at least two more times this year (avoiding South Carolina as well as I can) and live with as many friends (old and new) as possible. I want to start up a graphite portrait series of my favorite Hopefuls and SuicideGirls. I want to start up a vlog soon. I could go on, I have tons of things, big and small, that I want to do this year, and the best part of it is that I'm not even intimidated by the aggressive amount of projects and cross country moves. I'm not worried, scared, or stressed. If I've learned anything this year so far, it's that I can accomplish anything if I want it bad enough, especially with the help and encouragement of my new circle of friends (scratch that, family) that is growing all the time. I'm so ready for the rest of the year!
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