rowanmayfair

Ooh, it must be magic
How inside your eyes, I see my destiny
And every time we kiss, I feel you
Breathe your love so deep inside of me
If the moon and stars should fall
They'd be easy to replace
I would lift you up to heaven
And you would take their place

And every day I wake up
I thank God that you...
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My funk has momentarily been broken by a cute little baby bunny hopping around & eating grass outside my window. He stopped to look at me for a sec, I thought he'd run away but didn't. I have a strange connection with woodland creatures, they never run from me. I love when I can make a connection like that, it's a feeling of pure happiness....
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So I'm in a bit of a funk for various reasons. Too tired to explain. just too tired period. Changed my mind about the update, maybe later.

Listening to: A Perfect Circle - 3 Libras (lyrics below)
Ingesting: Ice water & excedrin migraine
feeling: achey, lonely, tired, defeated


I threw you the obvious
and you flew with it on your back
a name
in your...
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god I hate humidity, everything feels sticky, sheets feel damp. There's no breeze & I don't even have a cieling fan in my new place (low cielings). I hope it rains soon to cool things off. I'll be so tempted to go out in the rain. I love doing that (except for when I first dye my hair, then it runs & it's just a...
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In court today over custody of my twins. What a nightmare. A little backstory to those of you that are new friends. On xmas eve 3yrs ago my husband of 11yrs told me he didnt want to be married, should never have gotten married, didnt love me, was having an affair, & was a sex addict. Not long after, he left me to raise our...
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kitty update: she's breathing much easier $120 later but not completely comfortably. She's got 2 weeks of oral meds but she's a pro at downing pills.

My parents generously split the vet bill with me so I can still go to the tattoo convention this weekend. I won't be able to get any ink but i'd like to check out some artists for future reference....
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Today is just not my day. I woke up with a splitting headache, nauseous to the point of wanting to force myself to just to feel better (I didn't, just thought about it). My asthmatic cat is having trouble breathing so I made an appt with the vet at 3pm. I hate when this happens to her. It's bizarre, this happens every year at the...
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Got back from a nice, relaxing 3 day vacation last night. Had an great time & even greater company. Definitely the best time I've had in a very long time. I'm going to try to catch up with everyone over the weekend.
Question: what was your best vacation ever?

The Sci Fi channel had on an all day marathon of Ghost Hunters. For those of you who arent familiar with it, its a reality show where these ghost hunters go and investigate paranormal experiences in homes and old sanitariums etc. I'd never seen it before but I love that kind of crap. It scares the hell out of me. I've always wanted to see...
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