rowanmayfair

I think I've upped the sugar in my diet! I've become addicted to Mayfield's Strawberry Shortcake icecream

That, and constant sweet, iced tea. My blood is syrup!

That salad sounds tasty though...

Me? I'm doing good, actually. A little melancholy, but by no means depressed. Spending alot of time painting and reading... staying busy.

Ya know, the closer to 40 I get, the better I feel. I let my 20's suck, my 30's have been about growth and change, and my 40's will be where my life really kicks in. I'm happy to be alive and excited to be going forward.

And no, you don't look like you're 35! I'd have said mid-twenties...

ty for your comment hunni.. I'm sorry that I have been so bitchy lately with my posts.. honestly I have been in a daze. It was good to get my feelings out..
I'm glad that you are feeling better. Is also good to hear that you are taking better care of yourself. Your beautiful the way you are.. but keeping yourself healthy will keep you around alot longer to take care of those wonderful kids. I have to say I have to agree with billyfivecrows my blood is probably syrup too..lol In the south sweet tea is all you drink.. n sweets are so muh weakness..
I would really like to drop a few pounds... I've been trying to find someone to walk with in my new neighborhood but no luck so far...
and I agree that you don't look 35.. Just enjoy it sweety (age is just a number you don't look it and your as young as you feel ) ... huggzzzz and

Birthday!!!!!
Yeah!

The Holistic approach is a good one, for sure - it just doesn't work for me any more. Maybe if I hadn't been puffing constantly for the last 18 years...

I dig the username!

You'd be surprised to know what I have read.

I would write lettesr.. and make phone calls.. see what I could have done about that place and the girl with the attitude. Her job was to make you feel welcome.. Good help is hard to find.. Take me with ya next time and I'm smack her good for ya..lol
I am still laughing about the old lady.. thas just tooo funny.. BUt you know, you're a beautiful woman. dun let it bother ya.. hugzz
I'm glad that you did manage to enjoy some of it tho hun.

I'm sorry! I'm sure it sucked, but that story about what happened in the elevator was just fucking hilarious! I mean, I could see it all in my head, like a scene from a movie... that crazy old bat freaking out, her husband trying to be diplomatic and cool, you trying to stay calm

You've much patience to have avoided going off in her face! Good for you, 'cause I think if you had, that would have just confirmed her freakout and removed any cast of irrationality from her actions. She would have won.

This way, you came out on top.


Sounds like a pretty good weekend minus the hotel bullshit. I'd love to see Ministry! Damnit, never have...

Ah well.


Thanks for the sweetness, by the way.

Yes, the freedom makes the pain worthwhile, but it's like leaving open the door to a cage... I want to go, but I'm just not used to being able to do it. It was a pretty nice cage...

But I need to fly.


cheers

-b.

mmmmmmmmmmm. collars, collars, collars. And I should have one for every occasion. The one I wore to the group was a chrome collar that came down in a 'v' and kind of looked like a cross between a posture collar and a silver necklace (with a 'D' ring, that is). <sigh>> I realize some of the looks I got were possibly from the fact that the collar did 'sO' not go with my outfit (I was wearing a hot pink shell with loose cut but well fitting black pin stripe pants, understated 3&1/2 inch heals under a long hem, a black spring well fitted jacket on top, and complicated black dangly earrings). I need to get a black leather go-with-everything collar... do you have any suggestions???

private just keeps people from seeing if your online.
you have to turn of the frienship button to stop requests , should be in your profile somewhere.

It's all way different...seems better but by no means easier. First three are ok as long as I am one of them

Stay Sexy

-K

Quick question people, because I'm private can people still request friendship, send email & bookmark me? When I pull up my page all the options are gray. Does it appear that way to you guys when you view my page? This is so fucking annoying! But I refuse to get my panties in a bunch over it anymore. What will be will be. No matter how much we bitch & moan they aren't going to change it back. They paid alot of money I'm sure for a revamp & theyre not just going to say, ah fuck it lets put the old site back after we paid a gagillion dollars to have this one done.

Anyway, got my shoes & fishnet bodystocking for this weekend, but still am not sure what I'm wearing to Ministry. I have a few things in mind which means I'm going to have a suitcase full of clothes that probably won't be worn. You ladies know what I'm talking about. Guys can pack 2 tshirts, a pair pants, clean socks & underwear & they're ready to roll for a weekend. We'll have 10 tops, 5 pairs of pants, a few skirts, a bunch of bras & panties, lingerie, at least 4 pairs of shoes, all our makeup, shampoo, conditioner, styling products, 3 different brushes, straightening iron, creams, lotions, etc., It's a major production. I want to have everything done by tomorrow so I'm not stressing on Friday before I leave, which means, dye my hair (red, it's always red), manicure, pedicure, last minute shopping, I have an appt with my shrink (not because I'm going away, because it's every thursday), my cat is sick again & needs to go to the vet, I'm exhausted just thinking about it. But once I get there it will all be worth it. It's 3 days in a great hotel with a breathtaking view & an amazing man. I can't wait!

*waves arms and babbles about how pretty you are*

Well, you know ur beautiful..
Congradulations hunni!!

Dude!!!! I'm going to have to check them out. APC and Tool are my favorite bands.

there is absolutely nothing i like about the new changes! it is hard to navigate, it is slower, and you can't view your friends blogs without going back and cycling through them after commenting in a journal.

a friend of mine has told me about a perfect tool, i would love to see them in the future.

Yay for happy cuddling! I it when it rains, as long as I am inside, not trying to commute to the upper east side! haha..

Come on down lady! Beer, Jager shots, and hot ladies!

Ohh you and I are exactly alike!!!!

mmm I can't wait for that myself darlin.. grinz