The euphoria of the weekend has finally disipated & I'm more stressed than ever. I'm bitter, resentful, & just plain angry because of the situation I am in. I'm stuck. Does anyone else know what it's like to feel completely stuck? To have made some seriously bad decisions that will effect the rest of your life. My problem is I always think of others before myself & now because of that I'm completely isolated from friends, lovers, & what I consider to be civilization. And the funny thing about this is, I didn't choose this. Other people made choices & because of their choices this is where I am & what I am. I don't expect anyone to even understand what I'm talking about here but I had to vent. Deep Breaths....
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I'm sorry you're so down. I am in a different situation but I feel very stuck in it. I always manage to get myself into cages. But I think it makes you a stronger person to discover a way out. It has to be worse when someone else is to blame. Venting always helps...