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I know its been awhile since i updated this bitch.....well here we go.
Halloween sucked! I dressed up like Miz Amerika with a black gothic gown on and a banner made of toilet paper. My baby was a tootsie roll and my boyfriend was a skeleton. I would post the pics but they aren't on my camera and right now im too lazy to get them. After we took Aurora trick or treating, mathis had to leave to go play a stupid show. I was left at home with my baby and nothing to do. It pissed me off so I broke up with him. Im tired of his fucking bands getting in the way of everything! Since then Ive just been doing a lot of nothing. Snortin' a lot of pill and drinkin' a little. *fun, fun*. Im sick right now. I guess my sinus's are all fucked up....probably from all the pills. hehe! Ive been really depressed this last week. Not sure y. I miss mathis but my pride wont let me try to talk to him or ask for forgiveness. Fuck that! I guess Im just lonely and bored and the fact that I feel like shit doesn't help anything. Welp I got a line waiting for me so Im gonna go *sniff* that shit up.

xoxo