TRIED!!!! NO TIME TO MYSELF!!!! NO DAYS OFF IN WEEKS!!! I FEEL NUMB!!!! I DON'T EVEN HAVE THE ENERGY TO JERK-OFF. IT'S RAINING AND COLD OUTSIDE AND I HAVE TO GO TO WORK TONIGHT. DON'T GET ME WRONG, I LOVE MY SECOND JOB AND CAN'T WAIT FOR IT TO BECOME MY ONLY JOB.
ON ANOTHER NOTE: MY EX LET MY SON'S MEDICAL INSURANCE RUN OUT. SHE TELLS ME THIS A MONTH AFTER IT HAPPENS. WHY WOULD YOU LET YOUR INSURANCE RUN OUT. SHE TOLD ME SHE DIDN'T WANT TO PAY THE COBRA PAYMENT FOR 3 MONTHS. MY SON'S MED'S RUN ALMOST AS MUCH AS THE COBRA PAYMENT WOULD HAVE BEEN. I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND?????????
GOING TO SEE MY MOM FRIDAY NIGHT WITH MY KIDS. I HAVE A APPOINTMENT TO GET MORE COLOR DONE ON MY TATTOO IN TWO WEEKS AND CAN'T WAIT. PIC'S TO FOLLOW.
GUESS I SHOULD TAKE A SHOWER AND GET READY FOR WORK.
ON ANOTHER NOTE: MY EX LET MY SON'S MEDICAL INSURANCE RUN OUT. SHE TELLS ME THIS A MONTH AFTER IT HAPPENS. WHY WOULD YOU LET YOUR INSURANCE RUN OUT. SHE TOLD ME SHE DIDN'T WANT TO PAY THE COBRA PAYMENT FOR 3 MONTHS. MY SON'S MED'S RUN ALMOST AS MUCH AS THE COBRA PAYMENT WOULD HAVE BEEN. I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND?????????
GOING TO SEE MY MOM FRIDAY NIGHT WITH MY KIDS. I HAVE A APPOINTMENT TO GET MORE COLOR DONE ON MY TATTOO IN TWO WEEKS AND CAN'T WAIT. PIC'S TO FOLLOW.
GUESS I SHOULD TAKE A SHOWER AND GET READY FOR WORK.
The insurance thing is too familiar, as well. My ex called a couple weeks ago and told me that she is taking a leave of absence from work. Apparently she (and the kids) aren't even eligible for COBRA under the type of leave she is taking. Better yet, we have a state program in Michigan for uninsured kids. But, since she has given up their coverage voluntarily, we aren't eligible. I don't understand the thinking, but it is consistent with her behavior to date.
Keep you chin up. It makes it easier to see the light at the end of the tunnel.