rottensockets

It's kind of sad really, when you realise you haven't much of anything to motivate you. I had to take a trip to The Getty to get motivated enough for three days..... It's hard when you know that you're searching for something, but you've yet to find what that thing is. All I think I need is something to get me off my ass. I just so badly want "my" thing to do (art-writing-photos), whatever, to be that thing I'm actually passionate about, naturally, not telling myself, that because I think I'm good at it, that, that is what I should do. I don't know, I've lost my point somewhere down the line. But art is good and I wish I could physically force myself to do it at least once a day, even if it's vomitting on a page.