A hug that could have been a goodbye, but was more of a hello.
I hate changing my mind, once I have it set, and haved annouced it. But, knowing you're wrong to do certain things, even though, you think you might want it. Being so sure, then knowing that that feeling inside is growing, that you want to turn around, because you can feel...
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I hate changing my mind, once I have it set, and haved annouced it. But, knowing you're wrong to do certain things, even though, you think you might want it. Being so sure, then knowing that that feeling inside is growing, that you want to turn around, because you can feel...
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So an update is indeed due, though I would much rather be eating cookies right now. I suppose I can due both.
The teeny art projects have faded off again, leaving me with less than satisfying results. I have a lot of time this week, so I get to choose between going out (which never really satisfies), drawing or reading. I picked up a really...
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The teeny art projects have faded off again, leaving me with less than satisfying results. I have a lot of time this week, so I get to choose between going out (which never really satisfies), drawing or reading. I picked up a really...
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iggy73:
AAARRGGHH 
anarchist:
I have Peanut Butter cookies, which make me happy. Well happy until I realize I have a allergy to them, happy until my throat closes up and my heart stops. *sigh* (I have a weird sense of humour.)
I am finally pleased with myself. I began to draw something yesterday that I can't put down. It brings happiness to me.
the end.
the end.
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tsalt:
ahhh ............happiness.
Give some here.....
Give some here.....
caddi56:
it is now the 2nd... time to up date
The newness of life.
I would love a life, if only I could have the time for that.
Let's see. So much internal searching lately. I'm tring so hard to find this person I used to be, well... at least the person I always thought I was. I'm not sure I don't want to move anymore. I think again it would be good. I'd like...
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I would love a life, if only I could have the time for that.
Let's see. So much internal searching lately. I'm tring so hard to find this person I used to be, well... at least the person I always thought I was. I'm not sure I don't want to move anymore. I think again it would be good. I'd like...
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godlessnerd:
the only people who are stuck are the people who are dead... otherwise, you can always crawl back out of something, if you get yourself into a mess, depends how much will-power you have. I used to try to be like the person I was a couple of years ago, then I came to the conclusion that there is no point, everyone evolves wether you like it or not, you just need to adapt to the new things that you are doing. Wanting to be something you were can be devistating, because nothing is ever the same... anywho, i don't know where I'm going with this, just um, wanted to say hi 
black_tar_heroin:
have you read Nick Blinko's Primal Screamer..... it is good, but i love rudimentary peni
I've been out and about a lot lately, probably so I don't have to think about what's really going on.
My whole movin' to portland thing is not happening. My boyfriend and his band are going, and I'm staying here, by my own choice. I asked him where I stand in his priorities, and he said 2nd. Harsh words to take. A t least I...
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My whole movin' to portland thing is not happening. My boyfriend and his band are going, and I'm staying here, by my own choice. I asked him where I stand in his priorities, and he said 2nd. Harsh words to take. A t least I...
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polly:
well if you ever do end up in Portland i live 10 minutes away. good luck, and i think it's really strong for you to go the right way rather than follow someone around. you know?
good luck, and i think it's really strong for you to go the right way rather than follow someone around. you know?
xhavokx:
i hate roomates and if you don't have to... don't get one.. it always ends up bad... my last roommate tried slashing my tires... bitch!!!
Friday again already.
Did nothing today, work, get mail, grocery shop, take out shit loads of trash. I need to talk to my Russell about about the use of a garbage dissposal instead of the trash can. It was the origin of smell in temecula today. I'm terriblly boring with nothing to write about. I save the good stuff for journal.
sorry.
Did nothing today, work, get mail, grocery shop, take out shit loads of trash. I need to talk to my Russell about about the use of a garbage dissposal instead of the trash can. It was the origin of smell in temecula today. I'm terriblly boring with nothing to write about. I save the good stuff for journal.
sorry.
paleenchantress:
you are soooooo pretty ! 
New photo album....
I'm really not a flower person... but you should have seen this place. It was full of bunnies and roses filled the air like you wouldn't believe.
Rain.
Camara.
Bunnies.
Wind.
Awwww.... it was the most wonderful day off, I've had in a while. I actually enjoyed my own company. Maybe I'll feel like telling the story later, but I must dye...
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I'm really not a flower person... but you should have seen this place. It was full of bunnies and roses filled the air like you wouldn't believe.
Rain.
Camara.
Bunnies.
Wind.
Awwww.... it was the most wonderful day off, I've had in a while. I actually enjoyed my own company. Maybe I'll feel like telling the story later, but I must dye...
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caddi56:
wow love the pictures,flowers.
caddi56:
wow love the pictures,flowers.
rottensockets:
pictures of beautiful flowers...
So I actually have something somewhat interesting to type about...
My store (the store I work in), got vandalized last night. I work for Starbucks, and there are a few little Ma and Pa coffee shops in town that really care nothing for us, but whomever did this seemed to care quite a bit. They smashed out all our front windows with a baseball bat...
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My store (the store I work in), got vandalized last night. I work for Starbucks, and there are a few little Ma and Pa coffee shops in town that really care nothing for us, but whomever did this seemed to care quite a bit. They smashed out all our front windows with a baseball bat...
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sensefield:
ah what an Agatha Christy story
the good think is that noone got hurt! that U are ok cheerz 
the good think is that noone got hurt! that U are ok cheerz So I belive my home wasn't meant to be clean. Yesterday Torihoney came over and helped me clean my house.... and well since then, several things have happened; last night right after she left I splilt soda all over my coach, and floor. Later on when my baby came home, he shattered a plate all over our kitchen. Small fragments everywhere. This morning, I spilled...
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katie:
DDUUDEEEEE, ok, go to Lew Hess at Atlas Tattoo in Portland. He was my guy when i lived there. He did both of my back pieces, my twins, my legs, he is hte shit, really sweet guy and great artist.
you will love it, i'm posative : ]
if you're planning on going up, call ahead, tell him that i told you to go to him. : ]
xoxox
you will love it, i'm posative : ]
if you're planning on going up, call ahead, tell him that i told you to go to him. : ]
xoxox
longblackbangs:
Cosco Ehhh?!?! You can get batteries there for like next to nothin'. I got three of the 48 packs over a year ago and I don't think I'll have to worry about my walkman dying until im about 30. Plus your friends will forever be in debt to you when they ask if you have a battery and you start handing them out like halloween candy.
You should just intentionally spill coffee beans all over your house. I bet you could cover up more odors with a handful of beans than a whole bottle of that Fabreeze junk. Not implying that you house smell or anything
You should just intentionally spill coffee beans all over your house. I bet you could cover up more odors with a handful of beans than a whole bottle of that Fabreeze junk. Not implying that you house smell or anything
So I couldn't believe my eyes when I got on my scale today.... (This is a girlish entry, so vomit now and feel better reading on), I think I have actually been losing weight. I have pretty much weighed the same for the past year, wanting to lose some of the layers I gained in my hermit phase.... and I am ten pounds lighter than...
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thehedgehog:
(btw don't hit your browser's [back] button after posting something, heh.)
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[Edited on Apr 06, 2004 12:14AM]
torihoney:
meh...funny stuff written above. you have nothing to worry about in the weight department my friend.. even if you do fluctuate, no one ever sees it but you... but we all notice when you get too skinny... so eat a burrito slim!
off to work. whee.
off to work. whee.
I had the weirdest dream. I dreamt that torihoney and I were being hunted down by 'land pirates' they were like mongolian hole diggers. We were hiding in this house next to a stream... bullets were flying everywhere. These 'land pirates' were supposedly the most intense killers in the world. They would hide in crevaces, and seek up on people so easily, you never had...
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torihoney:
next time we bring our sling shots and eye patches and go down that river in style.... inland empire represent!!!
p.s. was i wearing any clothes at the time? or just my big bird head? eh... just kidding. had fun with you tonight. where is your pretty face on your profile? and i like your hair soft and fluffy just as well, and don't worry... you could never look like a boy.
p.s. was i wearing any clothes at the time? or just my big bird head? eh... just kidding. had fun with you tonight. where is your pretty face on your profile? and i like your hair soft and fluffy just as well, and don't worry... you could never look like a boy.
thehedgehog:
thanks, i'm a big waits / bauhaus / bowie / portishead / b&s / revco / l&r / depressedmode / radiohead fan as well, but that field only lets you cram so much in i guess .
your makeup in that "march 22nd" pic is way cool btw :]
your makeup in that "march 22nd" pic is way cool btw :]
So true.
Hope you have a wonderful weekend. Take care hun.
hope everything works out for you
xoXox