so, i've been having a lot of dreams lately. i mean a lot. this in and of itself isn't all that strange, as i've always been a dreamer, but these have all been unusually realistic and quite pertinent to my life at the moment.
and, to top off the wierdness factor, a good many of them have been lucid. i'll have the opportunity to ask questions of people with the disclaimer "even though this is just a dream." i've never been one to be able to realize my dream state, so this seems like it might mean something. however, i have absolutely no idea what it could be.
it's kind of been freaking me out, as there are a few people who are recurring characters. specifics aren't neccessary, but you can probably figure them out if you try anyway. suffice to say, all the realistic dream encounters have made me a little sad and nostalgic. each time i wake up, i have that half-groggy glimmer of hope that it wasn't just a dream and i have second chances. alas, it's not to be and so i just blunder on.
why do dreams have to exist? why can't my subconscious just leave me in peace? i have plenty of time to feel despair when i'm awake, now i have to have it when i'm blissfully wrapped in slumber as well?
i just can't stop thinking, i guess.
and, to top off the wierdness factor, a good many of them have been lucid. i'll have the opportunity to ask questions of people with the disclaimer "even though this is just a dream." i've never been one to be able to realize my dream state, so this seems like it might mean something. however, i have absolutely no idea what it could be.
it's kind of been freaking me out, as there are a few people who are recurring characters. specifics aren't neccessary, but you can probably figure them out if you try anyway. suffice to say, all the realistic dream encounters have made me a little sad and nostalgic. each time i wake up, i have that half-groggy glimmer of hope that it wasn't just a dream and i have second chances. alas, it's not to be and so i just blunder on.
why do dreams have to exist? why can't my subconscious just leave me in peace? i have plenty of time to feel despair when i'm awake, now i have to have it when i'm blissfully wrapped in slumber as well?
i just can't stop thinking, i guess.
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Yes I have your staple gun, you know its crappy tho right. It'd be cheaper for me to send you money for a new one than to send it to you....let me know.
Dreams where I am constantly running away from something. Dreams where I feel anxious and scared for my life. Eh. Why do I have to have dreams like that?