I'm not sure why I post here but I will anyway. Even though I know no one will read it at least im doing my part in helping to eat up all the bandwidth that the internet has to offer. hehe.
So anyway the only real thing I have to say is that as of yesterday I have given up smoking and drinking. I REALLY want a cigarette but I wont do it. This really great book, A Million Little Pieces, inspired me. As for the drinking I realized a while ago that I had a drinking problem. I just never did anything about it. Well i'm sick of all my money going to alcohol. Not to mention that I have been having an increasing number of blackouts. Not to mention mood swings or a sense of "just not feeling right" when I would go for more than a couple of days without alcohol. It's gonna be hard. I just need to stay strong. My liver will thank me I think.
I started drinking so much to try to control the depression. It was working too. Now maybe I'll have to go back to the Paxil. Man do I dislike that stuff.
So anyway the only real thing I have to say is that as of yesterday I have given up smoking and drinking. I REALLY want a cigarette but I wont do it. This really great book, A Million Little Pieces, inspired me. As for the drinking I realized a while ago that I had a drinking problem. I just never did anything about it. Well i'm sick of all my money going to alcohol. Not to mention that I have been having an increasing number of blackouts. Not to mention mood swings or a sense of "just not feeling right" when I would go for more than a couple of days without alcohol. It's gonna be hard. I just need to stay strong. My liver will thank me I think.
I started drinking so much to try to control the depression. It was working too. Now maybe I'll have to go back to the Paxil. Man do I dislike that stuff.
nowheregirl:
Go non-smoker! The cravings only last 7-15 seconds a piece. You can do it man. Lets make a pact, I won't shave my eyebrows if you stay an non-smoker. It's hard work--but so worth it to quit smoking!