rosythewench

Cameron and I are not involved, he is still in love with Shauna.

I sobbed in front of him, right in front of him.

And then I picked up my things and ran away, because I have never been so upset and hurt and alone in my entire life. In the cold and the dark, I just ran and ran until I was home because I can't take it. I don't do this, I don't get attached. I never let it get in the way. But I don't think that I can look him in the eyes anymore because all I want to do is curl up against him and kiss him and cry and cry and cry.

This was the first time that I have ever worked up the courage to tell a boy how I felt. I never managed to tell Nat, Pardo or Greg, even though I burned for them just as much, if not more, than I burn for Cameron right now.

But this one time it blew up in my face.

And a boy watched me cry against his pillow.