Don't Stop Believing
Sometimes the things you dont plan are the best, my past few days have been perfect.
Alot of things have been steadily improving recently though, things seem to be going my way and i'm just not going to question it, i wouldnt want to jinx myself now would i? (have inadvertently jinxed myself with this?).
I need to get a reference from my current manager for the new job i'm going for, i've been invited to one of their selection days, a session has been arranged and it should last four hours. Great.
I move into my new house at the end of July and i really cant wait, I quite like living in new places, i'm looking forward to setting up another home. I think it'll be quite spectacular.
I had an idea for a project on the train home tonight, i'm actually really looking forward to it, i'm curious whether or not i'll make it. I just love the idea stages of projects, having the little dreams blooming in your head. As a child or even as a young teenager i used to have countless idea's, many i'm sure were awful but they were ideas all the same. I was a smart kid with a mind that was going places, apathy can change things for a person though and i was struck down by a strong case.
This doesnt mean all is lost though, sometimes your own dreams can come to your rescue and my dreams have been interesting me alot recently. We'll see.
I've been noting that few people seem to comment on my journals these days. Occasionally i figure that must mean that no one reads them but to be honest i sometimes forget that i dont write these things for other people. I think i just write them to remind myself to think, i drift through life never really telling anyone or capturing how i'm feeling and ever since a young age i always felt like i should be writing these things down. It may be mostly jibberish but i like being able to look back and read these little snippets of what was going through my mind those 5 minutes that day. I think there's a danger of letting apathy hit every aspect of your life if you forget the reasons why your doing things.
Here's to remembering what matters and what makes you happy.
In the immortal words of Journey 'Dont Stop Believing'.
x
Sometimes the things you dont plan are the best, my past few days have been perfect.
Alot of things have been steadily improving recently though, things seem to be going my way and i'm just not going to question it, i wouldnt want to jinx myself now would i? (have inadvertently jinxed myself with this?).
I need to get a reference from my current manager for the new job i'm going for, i've been invited to one of their selection days, a session has been arranged and it should last four hours. Great.
I move into my new house at the end of July and i really cant wait, I quite like living in new places, i'm looking forward to setting up another home. I think it'll be quite spectacular.
I had an idea for a project on the train home tonight, i'm actually really looking forward to it, i'm curious whether or not i'll make it. I just love the idea stages of projects, having the little dreams blooming in your head. As a child or even as a young teenager i used to have countless idea's, many i'm sure were awful but they were ideas all the same. I was a smart kid with a mind that was going places, apathy can change things for a person though and i was struck down by a strong case.
This doesnt mean all is lost though, sometimes your own dreams can come to your rescue and my dreams have been interesting me alot recently. We'll see.
I've been noting that few people seem to comment on my journals these days. Occasionally i figure that must mean that no one reads them but to be honest i sometimes forget that i dont write these things for other people. I think i just write them to remind myself to think, i drift through life never really telling anyone or capturing how i'm feeling and ever since a young age i always felt like i should be writing these things down. It may be mostly jibberish but i like being able to look back and read these little snippets of what was going through my mind those 5 minutes that day. I think there's a danger of letting apathy hit every aspect of your life if you forget the reasons why your doing things.
Here's to remembering what matters and what makes you happy.
In the immortal words of Journey 'Dont Stop Believing'.
x
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Bring back the bookmarks dammit!
New houses are great, although I'm starting to loose my will to adjust to others quirks after several shared houses. I'm sure they feel the same. Touche.
I used to have loads of cool ideas, generally I look back and I'm glad I never did most of them. Still you sometimes wonder how the idea would have turned out.