I have been feeling off lately. I think I am going to chalk it up to pms. All of a sudden I will get really depressed and it only lasts 5 min .
On a brighter note I finally got volunteer hours at the clinic though so I start that on saturday and I am super excited. I think I can deal with the vet thing ok, even though there are parts I already hate. On friday, at the pig farm I am working on, we had to shoot a pig that had a broken leg because he was in terrible pain and couldnt walk or eat. I made myself watch when he was shot and it was horrible but I dealt with it better than I thought I would.
We also had 2 heifers (aka cows that shouldnt be having calves yet) that calved. The one heifer is ok and I am bottle feeding her calf to give him some strength. The other heifer threw her hips all out because she is too small so we tried for 3 days to get her to stand and save her but it didnt work and she was just in pain so they shot her today. I have vowed that my bottle fed calf is going to make it htough. I need to save at least 1 in 3 so I can maintain my sanity.
I am the biggest hick in the world but I like who I am so there.
On a brighter note I finally got volunteer hours at the clinic though so I start that on saturday and I am super excited. I think I can deal with the vet thing ok, even though there are parts I already hate. On friday, at the pig farm I am working on, we had to shoot a pig that had a broken leg because he was in terrible pain and couldnt walk or eat. I made myself watch when he was shot and it was horrible but I dealt with it better than I thought I would.
We also had 2 heifers (aka cows that shouldnt be having calves yet) that calved. The one heifer is ok and I am bottle feeding her calf to give him some strength. The other heifer threw her hips all out because she is too small so we tried for 3 days to get her to stand and save her but it didnt work and she was just in pain so they shot her today. I have vowed that my bottle fed calf is going to make it htough. I need to save at least 1 in 3 so I can maintain my sanity.
I am the biggest hick in the world but I like who I am so there.
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rin:
yeah, and we will roam it together!
yellowdays:
yes it is the boy we sat outsied with having a ciggerette talking about him being a junky and moving back to town. 
he is doing better but needs tones of support, and i think i had to go threw everything i have thus far in my life to be there for him. but hes back in town and trying, and that is what matters.
he is doing better but needs tones of support, and i think i had to go threw everything i have thus far in my life to be there for him. but hes back in town and trying, and that is what matters.