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I realize now that I was probably quite mopey/childish about last weekends whole incident and after some much needed sleep that day, my whole perspective on the situation changed. I now realize that this boy had no commitments to me. Just because I am not used to sleeping with people that I am not in a caring relationship with (as in I have never slept with anyone outside of a relationship) doesn't mean he owes me more than his other one night stands. Plus he didnt really give me butterflies at all and I was never really that into dating him, I just really wanted to talk to him. Therefor Im not quite sure why I was even upset with him. Anyways he is unavoidable because we have too many shared friends now, and I was the one who made us promise to be friends in the end, so now whether I like it or not I must abide by it. Thus thanks for all the comments about coming down and beating this boy, but a) I dont think he really did anything wrong and b) I've got it under control.

Anyways on to better things. This week is going to be crazy fun for me. Todya after lab I get to go riding with a good friend. I havent been riding in over 2 years and it used to be a HUGE part of my life so this is super super exciting for me. Plus they are off the race track so they are probably spooky, hyper, half trianed and really hard to ride... which for those of you who dont know is exactly my type of horse.

Tommorow I have a super hick Saskatchwan day. I am taking a day bus down to Regina for Agribition, which is basically just a gathering of hicks and university Agros. Once we get back we are going to the country bar to two-step and generally just stand out some more. Friday night is my friend's (the one that lives with aforementioned boy) slumber party. She had to get braces yesterday so her roomates are throwing a big party for her and it's going to be slumber party themed. Only old 80's teen movies will be playing, everyone has to wear pj type outfits and we are apparently drinking alot of wine (I suppose this is to remind us of breaking into the parents liqour cabinet?). All in all I am going to thoroughly enjoy myself during the next couple of days. Thank you to everyone who showed concern for my mental health though lol. It was a good reminder of what awesome friends and family I have.