arrrg I'm so upset. I don't cry at anything, but work have made me cry today.
I'm a care worker, and I'd like to point out a fucking good one at that. However, I am myself disabled, which I'm fine with. I have a sevre case of Joint Hypermobility Syndrome (if you ever wondered why my joints look funny), Raynauds diseased and some as-yet-undefined neurologicla problem. Yet I realise there's people alot worse of, and I go and I look after them. I've been with my current agency for over a year, they're aware of my problems. Yet today, I asked to leave a little early - they insisted I immedietly leave, without sick pay and are annoyed with me. Very annoyed.
I find it incredibly ironic that a CARE agency are so uncaring about the fact that, despite them fucking me over (cancelling shifts with no replacements, paying me a third of what I should have, 'forgetting' to mention I had an 11 hour shift the next day) I have worked hard and been dedicated and I do what I can to avoid my own illnesses effecting my work. I have done my training, I'm friendly and helpful, I eat healthily and exercise. But I'm disabled. Fucking deal with it. In the last 4 months I have been of twice. Once because I had to talk to police, which was out of my control, and once for a lumbar puncture which they were aware of, and which is a frightening big deal, again, despite which I was running a charity festival 3 days after.
I work had to maintain my reputation. I'm a good care worker, I'm dedicated, I'm well knowledged and varied in skill. I'm punctual and empathetic and I haven't spent the last 5 years training, for them to fuck me over. My work means the world to me, and because, despite eating well, sleeping for 10 hours and still comming to work, I'm a bit light headed, they throw me out like some leper dog.
This, note, the same week I (for what it's worth) was cheated on.
Fuck yesterdays positivity, I'm not feeling humanity today. Where's all the good stuff gone? And why is there no one here to hug me or offer a magic cure?
Sorry for the downer guys. I'm just majorly pissed.
Love to you all, you're not evil
x x
P.S. Scrap that. My LEGEND of a cat, is standing by me .
I'm a care worker, and I'd like to point out a fucking good one at that. However, I am myself disabled, which I'm fine with. I have a sevre case of Joint Hypermobility Syndrome (if you ever wondered why my joints look funny), Raynauds diseased and some as-yet-undefined neurologicla problem. Yet I realise there's people alot worse of, and I go and I look after them. I've been with my current agency for over a year, they're aware of my problems. Yet today, I asked to leave a little early - they insisted I immedietly leave, without sick pay and are annoyed with me. Very annoyed.
I find it incredibly ironic that a CARE agency are so uncaring about the fact that, despite them fucking me over (cancelling shifts with no replacements, paying me a third of what I should have, 'forgetting' to mention I had an 11 hour shift the next day) I have worked hard and been dedicated and I do what I can to avoid my own illnesses effecting my work. I have done my training, I'm friendly and helpful, I eat healthily and exercise. But I'm disabled. Fucking deal with it. In the last 4 months I have been of twice. Once because I had to talk to police, which was out of my control, and once for a lumbar puncture which they were aware of, and which is a frightening big deal, again, despite which I was running a charity festival 3 days after.
I work had to maintain my reputation. I'm a good care worker, I'm dedicated, I'm well knowledged and varied in skill. I'm punctual and empathetic and I haven't spent the last 5 years training, for them to fuck me over. My work means the world to me, and because, despite eating well, sleeping for 10 hours and still comming to work, I'm a bit light headed, they throw me out like some leper dog.
This, note, the same week I (for what it's worth) was cheated on.
Fuck yesterdays positivity, I'm not feeling humanity today. Where's all the good stuff gone? And why is there no one here to hug me or offer a magic cure?
Sorry for the downer guys. I'm just majorly pissed.
Love to you all, you're not evil
x x
P.S. Scrap that. My LEGEND of a cat, is standing by me .
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I hope you feel better honey, and that things improve.
<3