Hello SG World
now I always start off my blogs with how are we all today well that doesn't seem to work so im not going to bother with that lol and just get straight to :)
So ive been a busy bee lately with work and finding a new job well works going ok but finding a new job is harder than I thought and its got harder with me wanting to work out in the USA as I call it a work transfer well that's what im trying to do but the only thing is I don't think my career choice was the right one for me and im 23 and don't know what to do with my life and that's not exactly what a 23 year old should be worrying about... Well as it comes down to it im quite worried as I have lots of plans and ideas and I seem to get lost quite a lot I don't really have that many friends to fall back on to help me through so im stuck dealing with myself by myself im what you call a LOST SOUL :(... In a way I don't mind being a lost soul it doesn't get me noticed much and prefer it that way but id like to have friends that want to help me and keep me in a place I feel safe and secure atm I feel that I cant talk to no one without being patronised after it hurts to feel this way and I don't like feeling this way that's why im trying to save what I have left of my life and enjoy it but how do I go about this I don't really know what part of me do I save and what part do I let go of but I guess that's up to me to decide...
well ive now started drawing and spending my free time looking for work still coming up short but not given up ive sent off for a work visa and applying for jobs out in the US as well as in the UK fingers crossed I find a great job soon :) im not getting my hopes up but I might be getting a tattoo soon in the mist of designing it and its going to look fab cant wait to get it done I don't want to start off small but may just this once then get my bigger design done later :) CANT WAIT LOL
Im mega excited to be going to a place I love the most its a place here in the uk call the SNOZONE its a real indoor snow arena and im getting snow boarding lessons and I cant wait to get back on the board after a really bad snowboarding accident 5 years ago been through a lot of physical therapy and surgeries on my knees I burst the right knee socket and ball so now have metal plates yep its painful stuff and broke my left leg in 4 places ouch but all is better now:)... CAN NOT WAIT
Getting my hair died and shaped and pampered tomorrow night can not wait for that and it needs to be done I feel like I have a birds nest on top of my head lol ill take pics and post them up once its been finished :)
then the best day of all FRIDAY its last day of the week and last working day of the week and im going out to get steaming will take pics of me and my friends having a blast its not often we do stick us all in a room it gets wild lol but I love all my girls :) and that's my crazy and unpredictable life so far :)
Much love
xoxoxoxo
