Apparently I have unwittingly pissed off just EVERYONE today...I have no idea how or why...though my boyfriend seems to be pissed off because I decided to dye my hair again...blue this time...he says I should leave it a normal colour (it's been brownish red for a month and a half now...) until I find another job....the thing is, I like my job honestly...I need to find a second job, true, because they're having a hard time giving me enough hours...but I've been wanting to go back into piercing seeing as how I got abruptly cut off when the shop I was working at in Athens closed...so I'm confused as to why it's a big deal if I dye my hair...I don'to fit into normal jobs...I'm just going to end up quitting or getting fired for something if I get one...so why not dye my hair and look for a job I will enjoy even if it is a bit far away (downtown isn't THAT far)...I'm confused...and just a little depressed....
maybe I'm being childish...maybe I'm being bratty...and I just don't see it...but I wish someone would say so instead of being pissed off and refusing to talk...the girl I closed with at the store tonight was all grouchy with me too...I think because I was talking about moving into a new apt...or at least that's when she got all pissy...I dunno...maybe none of it has anything to do with me! I'm not the center of the world...maybe I need to just quit being so paranoid...
I'm still depressed though...
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sorry everyone seems down on you. i get days like that too. mo matter what you do, or who your with, you just can't seem to get anything right. all you can do is ride it out and hope it's better the next day.
good luck darlin'.
i havent been writing many stories lately- that one is kinda older- and i gotta get back to it
alright
im going for some IHOP now
then workity work
dead people/teenage criminals/stupid politicans/fun