Rorschach's Journal - Year 37
For the last week I've been writing this blog in my head and now and it was going to be pretty harsh. I'm usually in a really bad mood on this day every year. I get extra-sensitive...heck if I was a girl, I would be labeled as "bitchy" haha.
I was going to spend my day on my own and then come back and be all in a harsh mood, and try to cut my SG friends list down to 16 people, 8 top and 8 legacy/RL people. That way I didn't have to rely on just the Friends Blog function...I kinda wanted to do it old skool and click on every friend in my list and write something for each one. Plus a lot of relationships are a bit complex, you get to know a person, think they're cool, accept a friends request and then you find out the person is...I dunno, makes you sad because you thought they were someone else?
But whatever...it's really hard to be sad, depressed or bitter right now.
I got totally sideswiped, curve-balled, told to duck but didn't hear it and got smacked in the face...by someone who sent me something that made feel real, real special. You know who you are, lil girl.
I feel good. And it's a long and lasting feeling. It must be how people feel, strong, secure and full of hopes, dreams and promises when they know they are loved by someone they love.
Add to this just the bountiful amount of people on the ole friends list and I can't help but smile.
Tomorrow I'm visiting the aquarium here. I'll bring the camera for once. Birds, skates, rays, otters, penguins, seals, lil sharks, frogs, just a kajillion little creatures that make me smile living and doing their thing.
I'll make another blog shortly there after to share with all of you wonderful people.
But for tonight, I'm just gonna get some sleep. Come tomorrow, usually is the day I let my honor drop away and it's the one day I act in total ruthless selfishness. But come tomorrow this time, I feel something else much warmer and happier. Tomorrow is going to be a good day, tonight is going to be a good night.
- R
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For the last week I've been writing this blog in my head and now and it was going to be pretty harsh. I'm usually in a really bad mood on this day every year. I get extra-sensitive...heck if I was a girl, I would be labeled as "bitchy" haha.
I was going to spend my day on my own and then come back and be all in a harsh mood, and try to cut my SG friends list down to 16 people, 8 top and 8 legacy/RL people. That way I didn't have to rely on just the Friends Blog function...I kinda wanted to do it old skool and click on every friend in my list and write something for each one. Plus a lot of relationships are a bit complex, you get to know a person, think they're cool, accept a friends request and then you find out the person is...I dunno, makes you sad because you thought they were someone else?
But whatever...it's really hard to be sad, depressed or bitter right now.
I got totally sideswiped, curve-balled, told to duck but didn't hear it and got smacked in the face...by someone who sent me something that made feel real, real special. You know who you are, lil girl.
I feel good. And it's a long and lasting feeling. It must be how people feel, strong, secure and full of hopes, dreams and promises when they know they are loved by someone they love.
Add to this just the bountiful amount of people on the ole friends list and I can't help but smile.
Tomorrow I'm visiting the aquarium here. I'll bring the camera for once. Birds, skates, rays, otters, penguins, seals, lil sharks, frogs, just a kajillion little creatures that make me smile living and doing their thing.
I'll make another blog shortly there after to share with all of you wonderful people.
But for tonight, I'm just gonna get some sleep. Come tomorrow, usually is the day I let my honor drop away and it's the one day I act in total ruthless selfishness. But come tomorrow this time, I feel something else much warmer and happier. Tomorrow is going to be a good day, tonight is going to be a good night.
- R
.><.
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I used to be very, very selective and whatnot but I just don't see the point in fretting anymore. Also, I want to roast marshmallows.