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kittery, maine

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Friday Sep 30, 2005

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a really good friend of mine is leaving next week to move across country. it hasnt really hit me yet... but i know im going to miss him. im going to miss the random running-intos at mobil in the middle of the night. good hugs. piercing & tattoo randomness excursions. pool halling it. awesome nights out... so many good memories.. ..so many things i cant even put into words about him. he was always the one i could never get a handle on. we've known each other for so long, but we really dont know that much about each other.. we do, but theres so much more i want to know. theres so many questions that are still left unknown. and now its too late.
he gets to have my dream to move to Cali. and leave everyone and everything behind.
he was my prom date... he introduced me into msi.. hes so many things he doesnt even know.
and on tuesday.. hes going to be gone. it makes me want to cry.. just to know hes not going to be right around the corner anymore.. i cant just call him up to see what hes doing. and i know he wont come back.. hes going to have a whole new life out there.. no time for the people he left behind.
im practly crying as im typing this.. so maybe it has hit me. i didnt think i would be so emotional about it. its kind of funny in a way.. because he does hold some emotional attatchment i didnt know was there the whole time. the chance has come and gone years ago, but i still think it was there. just another thing im not really sure about with him. just another mystery ill be left to wonder about involving him.
there has been nobody else in my life like him, and i dont think he knows at all..
and now its over.

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infinity:
time to let him know how much of a difference he has made on your life so he knows before he goes.
Sep 30, 2005
kreatinkaos:
Where in Cali is he going ?
Sep 30, 2005

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