I lost my grandfather a few years ago on christmas eve , and things just are not as much fun as they used to be before that year . I dont mind the gift giving part , I hate recieving gifts as I normally buy the things I want anyways . And You can never drink enough to make that dreary holiday feeling or family memories go away , and I am so sick of little old ladies pinching my cheek and commenting on how much I have grown and then calling me the wrong name .... I'm starting too really hate that . I should have sprinkled water on my driveway so I could watch them all slip and fall
[Edited on Dec 25, 2004 9:34PM]