final decision:
im going to my old job tomorrow and asking if they need any drivers...
cause right now, there is way to much bullshit to deal with where i am now. the people use to outway the shit.. but alot of stuff went down tonight.. and it made me think otherwise. there are only 3 people i actually care about.. and im sure i will keep in touch with after im gone. so its not worth it.
i cant take the shit anymore, and mostly because i dont like not getting paid on fridays when i should be. and my savings are pretty much non-existant.
im not happy i have to go back... but i need money to pay for my shit, and unless i want to become a stripper or a hooker.. its not gunna happen unless its at olees.
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its sad to think i have nothing holding me here anymore... and yet - i have nowhere else to go.
but because i dont have anymore savings, i cant just pick up and leave like ide like to.
i sometimes wonder if i just packed up my shit, and left.. and not really tell anyone... would people notice?
i dont think they would.
and that in iteslf is really depressing... because they left before me.
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im back in my hole.. and this time... i dont have a flashlight.
im going to my old job tomorrow and asking if they need any drivers...
cause right now, there is way to much bullshit to deal with where i am now. the people use to outway the shit.. but alot of stuff went down tonight.. and it made me think otherwise. there are only 3 people i actually care about.. and im sure i will keep in touch with after im gone. so its not worth it.
i cant take the shit anymore, and mostly because i dont like not getting paid on fridays when i should be. and my savings are pretty much non-existant.
im not happy i have to go back... but i need money to pay for my shit, and unless i want to become a stripper or a hooker.. its not gunna happen unless its at olees.
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its sad to think i have nothing holding me here anymore... and yet - i have nowhere else to go.
but because i dont have anymore savings, i cant just pick up and leave like ide like to.
i sometimes wonder if i just packed up my shit, and left.. and not really tell anyone... would people notice?
i dont think they would.
and that in iteslf is really depressing... because they left before me.
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im back in my hole.. and this time... i dont have a flashlight.
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i'm sorry to hear u feel like that...
btw u definetely don't look like the type of girl that can be a stripper or a hoocker, luckily!
sometimes you gotta go back because well lesser of 2 evils.
hopefully you will get a job with them.