rorie

when it rains, it poors.
im getting sick from either doing the wood in the rain, or whatever is going through the cafe person by person. maybe even both.
i dont have a roomate lined up. well.. i kinda do, but he doesnt know if he can afford it or not. so im not sure if i have one or not.
my last two paychecks bounced. so every bill i paid, i wrote bad checks for and didnt know it until after. so now i owe double what i paid, and have nothing saved for the entire rent i have to pay by myself for next month in 4 days.
i have no heat or hot water because i think the oil is out. so i couldnt even take a bath to make me less sore, and its not helping my cold at all because i cant get warm.
phil decided that he was in fact going to take the washer/dryer the day andy hooked them up for me.

good news:
i bought andy his first car. and hes gunna pay me back for it little by little.
the kitten is doing well. we named her Lucky.
Dante cought a mouse last night, and honestly didnt know what to do with it. so he kept on letting it go after looking at me in complete confusion.. to just catch it again. so after a few times, i let him corner the poor thing, and i caught it and put it outside.
the same person how gave the andys car, is willing to give me a ton of furniture they dont need. so im waiting for phil to take whatever he wants that is his, and see what i need. because phil said he was going to leave alot of the big stuff.. but i think hes going to change his mind like he did with the washer/dryer. so maybe a new couch, kitchen tabe, twin beds for the spare room, and coffee table here i come!
im thinking about set ideas.. and hopefully some good pics to submit. im feeling better about me, so i may not be as scared of the camera as i use to be.
we'll see.