So I've not been doing so great recently...

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Mentally, I've been having a tough time as of late. For a week or two I lay awake every night thinking about money and how little of it I have... I felt useless and incompetent because a) I have no skills and b) I'm so clumsy, anxious and incompetent that things that are simple to other people are really difficult for me, and
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almost_missed:

Im totally with @eztarg3t on this. Have you considered writing articles for the local paper on the side lines?

unknownmisery:

I am keeping you in my thoughts!

Good VS Bad in the life of Roo

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Good-

1. Everybody has been so excited about me being featured in this month's Bizarre magazine :D

2. My boyfriend is taking me to TGI Friday's on Sunday

3. I have new ink, which I'm set to have coloured when I get some money

4. I'm keepin' on shooting, and getting so much positive feedback it's delightful and fulfilling!

5
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kryon:

Working on your #7 as well, how did you both approach it ? 

roo_morgue:

He basically just walked in as I was watching it- he already knew I liked porn, we've just never seriously sat down and watched it together before. But we did and it was pretty good :D

My latest short story, 'Tittut'

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So as well as modelling I love to write, and a few of you have asked to read my stories. Here's one I just finished :) Forgive me for the messed up format, apparently copying and pasting destroys it!

We hoped that the Spring would be good to us, or at least better than the long Winter had been. I wished that memories could be...
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'Only good enough for porn'

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So today I got a very upsetting phone call whilst waiting for my breakfast to bake in the oven (it was a mushroom melt FYI, from the veggie section at ASDA- so much nom!) Basically it was a guy who apparently contacted me on Model Mayhem in April last year, expressing interest in working with me again. 'What levels do you work to?' he asked
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mortis322:

Holy shit! Don't do it! That's just messed up and you're better then that.

tmacimaging:

Just another manipulative asshat trying to prey on insecurities!  You're gorgeous and will do well to stay at the "level" you're at.  Anyone that wants to produce content with just an iPhone should be steered clear of!

Make me a SuicideGirl contest- please help me out <3

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Although I have sets out and one waiting her patient little self in the queue, I entered this contest because my ultimate dream is to go Pink and winning this contest would make it happen much faster, plus the staff's photography is so stunning I'd be honoured to be behind one of their lenses :) Basically I need you lovely people to like/share...
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'Not Good Enough'- Depression Blog

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So those of you who follow me probably know I suffer from depression. I'm open about my problems because I've learned that hiding it can be very destructive, so I'd rather discuss it so that I can cope. Although confident I am, conflictingly, a very anxious person, so tightly wired up that I can worry about one little thing for twenty four...
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codemonkeym:

Yes, depression almost killed me. I keep fighting back despiting being unemployed and deeply in debt. It's so good to have someone standing by you!

robertbluesman:

brilliantly poignant and spot on for me. your finding a mate amongst this blizzard gives hope. 

Homework blog: How has SG changed your life?

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Sooo we Hopefuls were given the homework of writing about how SG has affected us, our relationships, our confidence etc. Well, to be honest I think I owe SG a lot of my success and confidence as a model even though I'm still just a hopeful- a couple of years ago my friend Immy (Shilo Suicide) became a SuicideGirl, and I pretty much thought
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lord_renob:

That's fantastic that you've gotten to flourish and grow as a model.  Good luck going Pink!  Btw the pic is gorgeous.

roo_morgue:

Thank you so much guys :D

Goood afternoon my lovelies!

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So today I thought I'd tell you stuff about myself, outside modelling and that. My name is Rachel, I'm nineteen, I have a brother, one-half sister, and a half-Collie/Staffie cross breed named Mina after the character in Dracula. This is her! She's three years old but still thinks she's a baby, which can be unfortunate when she bowls you over
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eztarg3t:

good to meet you!

mortis322:

Hello beautiful! Best of luck on all you paths of life. :-)

Things in the life of Roo...

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1. My fetish boots arrived, eeeep!

2. I've been taking burlesque classes and I genuinely love it.

3. I tried ropework for the second time on a shoot and am now certain I hate it :')

4. I've been to TGI Friday's three times in the past month!

5. I've realised from looking at the nine empty Irish Cream bottles I've
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jeanbean:

You have such a beautiful smile.

roo_morgue:

Thank you @jeanbean :D

Health rambles...

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So this is my fifth year of struggling with anorexia. I've come rather a long way, there was a time I lived on half a potato waffle a day, now I can eat small meals in restaurants and I feel the desire to eat where once I didn't want anything even if I was hungry. I love food, but people forget that anorexia
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sheer:

yo look so cute with auburn hair!!!! love it<3

urnotme:

VERY SEXY