ronnie28

The weekend has let me calm down.
I finally got to buying Dexter season 1 and 2 on dvd. Never seen it before. Watching it has calmed me down very much and is getting me over the shit that went down.
If you havent seen Dexter i highly recommend it. I can't wait to buy season 3 and when season 4 comes out.
I'm alone today so it's nice to just relax and not have anyone bugging me. My dog is even giving me space which is nice lol
I'm working days this week. Then i switch back to nights for 2 weeks. So this week will be interesting. See how it plays out. Since i work on nights i don't get much of a life. People are sleeping when i get home.
I'm just gonna have to allow myself to still trust people and give chances, even if there is a risk of more frustration. I don't want to bury myself in a wall.
I'm not desperate. I've had my chances at things, but i'm picky. Beggers can't be choosers i know. But i don't beg, i take my time. I don't wanna be stuck with someone im not sure. And i dont fuck just anyone. It's never been my style. Mainly cause what if i knock the person up? if i dont like them i dont wanna spend 18 years dealing with them, since i'm not one to run away.
I have been talking to one person who has caught my interest greatly. She lives about 5 hours away. So i'll be patient and see how that plays out. Hopefully something happens. Would be cool to at least meet soon. But i dont rush. If it happens it happens.

Anyways back to finishing the end of Dexter season 2. Then maybe finally take down the christmas tree. I put it up late so i kept it up late