Just over a month since my last blog, I am still extremely bored out of my mind. Its funny how on the days that I am busy as fuck at work I wish I could just be laying in my bed relaxing. Then on the days like today that I have less work, I complain that I'm bored.
Well the good news is I'm not very far from going home. Although I did volunteer to be one of the last people to leave, just because I really only have my dog and a bottle of Jameson to go home to, and since most of my soldier's have wives and kids waiting for them it seemed like the nice thing to do. I'm sure my dog wont mind, and yes I do have kids but unfortunately with them living in a different state I will not be able to see them until December, Best Christmas Present ever
but I still wish it was sooner than later.
Friends and family back home keep asking me how I feel about all this Syria stuff all over the news. Honestly I do not want to go to war with a new country. I'm ready for a break, since I have been in the Army I haven't spent more than two years strait in America and that is my new goal. Don't get me wrong if I had to go I would just suck it up but still I hope they find a peaceful resolution. After three deployments back to back I think I deserve a break.
Lately I think a lot about how my future is going to turn out. Will I meet the woman of my dreams? I think a lot about how me having two sons, and being divorced at 24 doesn't sound like the ideal guy for anyone. Anytime I meet a woman, she finds this out and blows me off, its really annoying. I feel like I'm being punished because my ex couldn't be faithful. I think I have a lot to offer someone, and my past shouldn't affect anything. I don't want to sound like a bitch or anything, but I'm tired of feeling lonely.
Well I guess that's all I can really think of right now, kinda just used this to vent, but I feel better and that's all that matters I guess, and the pic I'm adding is of me after my reenlistment a few days ago.
Well the good news is I'm not very far from going home. Although I did volunteer to be one of the last people to leave, just because I really only have my dog and a bottle of Jameson to go home to, and since most of my soldier's have wives and kids waiting for them it seemed like the nice thing to do. I'm sure my dog wont mind, and yes I do have kids but unfortunately with them living in a different state I will not be able to see them until December, Best Christmas Present ever
but I still wish it was sooner than later.
Friends and family back home keep asking me how I feel about all this Syria stuff all over the news. Honestly I do not want to go to war with a new country. I'm ready for a break, since I have been in the Army I haven't spent more than two years strait in America and that is my new goal. Don't get me wrong if I had to go I would just suck it up but still I hope they find a peaceful resolution. After three deployments back to back I think I deserve a break.
Lately I think a lot about how my future is going to turn out. Will I meet the woman of my dreams? I think a lot about how me having two sons, and being divorced at 24 doesn't sound like the ideal guy for anyone. Anytime I meet a woman, she finds this out and blows me off, its really annoying. I feel like I'm being punished because my ex couldn't be faithful. I think I have a lot to offer someone, and my past shouldn't affect anything. I don't want to sound like a bitch or anything, but I'm tired of feeling lonely.
Well I guess that's all I can really think of right now, kinda just used this to vent, but I feel better and that's all that matters I guess, and the pic I'm adding is of me after my reenlistment a few days ago.
Thank you for all your love, besos