Sunday Jan 25, 2004

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The two most painful things in existance are caring about someone and watching them choose to be violated by another right in front of you, while not being able to do anything, and caring about someone, but not being able to tell them.


I promise I'll get a better pic of me up soon, god I hate this one. Well my weekend was rather crappy....
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smuffy:
You're right I had nothing to be nervous about.

They were really nice and one of the two people that interviewed me was from Russia so we bonded a bit...us both being from Eastern EU, etc. Anyway, you know what I look at it like this: I've got a job now. It's not like I'm struggling and broke. I'll score a position eventually.

But is that any reason to keep your hands off my legs? wink
missmorbus:
ooo...more pictures!! you're on a roll.

sorry about your grandfather. i know how hard it is, my grandmother died of cancer 5 years ago.

Friday Jan 23, 2004

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Finally got a pic of me posted....Christ! I look like shit! Oh! Thats the pic that was taken off my webcam at like 7 am. *Note to self take pic after awake*


My grandfather was placed back in the hospital yesterday, from what the doctors said the antibiotics weren't helping at all. So it looks like its close to the end. They are going to...
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missmorbus:
yup we go over there a lot, but not cuz we are cheating. we enjoy hanging out with them. they are really good cooks though, so that helps. wink
missmorbus:
haha, actually i think my mother in law bribes us with yummy food if we havent been over there in a while. shes funny.

Thursday Jan 22, 2004

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Darkness, surronding, encompasing, engulfing. I, myself, me, one being. Deep in the dark recesses of depression I dwell. Many times have I tried to escape into a life that would somewhat resemble one of hapiness, but everytime I gain some kind of footing it always gives way to reality. With every failed attempt the pit grows deeper, swallowing me. Am I really myself any more?...
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nimhly:
aw, thanks for the offer kiss
nimhly:
zzzzzzzt i didn't know there was one!!!! last i heard trent and maynard were working on tapeworm, but i didn't hear anything else. YES i'm excited.

i SAW zwan live. twice. swoon.......freakin amazing

oh and tool twice....amazing

but never NIN.sigh

Monday Jan 19, 2004

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Every person has a physical face, but we also have many masks that we wear to hide ourselves. Why? Why do we wear these masks? Are we seeking the acceptance of others? Or do we use it to protect the vulnerable side of ourselves? If its to protect ourselves then why do our masks always change? The Jester, The Depressed, The Lover these are just...
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smuffy:
I have three new pictures. I'm addicted!!! I don't know what's got into me! I will stop posting new pics...I promise!!! LOL.

Where do you work?

misstyrios:
oh school, bane and sunshine of my existence.

school is alright. i've pretty much been sick the entire time i've been back from winter break, so that has made the whole concentration/studying thing a little difficult. couple that with the fact that my school favors fucked-up schedules and thus exams are in less than three weeks...and it isn't the most fun thing at the moment frown

thanks for asking though wink

Thursday Jan 15, 2004

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My blood boils, the snake coils
muscles jolt, a lightning bolt
eyes turn red, soon all will be dead
thunder crashes, hatred flashes
I unleash the warcry, and now you die

Eh, was feeling a little grumpy today. Been working, been drinking(not enough drinking). Got some accessories for meinself. Actually only a leather studded bracelet and a pair of goggles (that are shades)with flames on...
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nixon:
I'm pretty anti-roommate. The odds of being able to live with someone without killing them are so slim, I've stayed with my current roommate through three cities!
smuffy:
LMAO I think that's the second time you've made a god-like reference!!! Holy mother of aphrodite? You rock!!! I guess you were serious about not having looked at my pics. Are you just like not into looking at pictures? Or do you just not have the time (too busy looking through SG pics and wanking wink just kiddingggggg)?

Anyway, you seem sweet. I feel much better now. Just a little irked that this dipshit moron still finds the time to stir up shit for me. Why does he even care to??? Just leave me the fukk alone...I did...I don't even think about this dude unless I hear some litlle prank he tried to pull (like this one) and then I just get pissed. But I'm ok now...I promise... kiss

Saturday Jan 10, 2004

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Here I stand broken and exposed, my heart and soul violently torn from my chest by the awe inspiring angel from hell or the terrible demon from paradise. Unto you I bore my deepest and darkest fears, and failures and even my brightest hopes and dreams. I yearned for you to be a part of those hopes and dreams, but it seems the cruel mistress...
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missmorbus:
thanks for accepting my friend request!!
missmorbus:
its ok. ive been married for a year. we have been together for 3 years.