romanightowl

"Two things a man cannot hide: That he is drunk, and that he is in love." ~ Antiphanes

The latter fills my being and gives me away every time
And they always want to know, what this radiance, this glow about me is all about
And so I tell the tale
The tale of what is now ours, and of us
Of what we once thought and lived in fear
Would never be ours
But that was then
And this is now
A different time and place
For us has been made...

Funny thing about love, one of the things that happens to you almost immediately
You can't stop the torrent of words and thoughts and new found form of expression that
Seemingly comes out of nowhere,
Especially true if you read a lot and are somewhat well versed,
It's as if it love will use every available resource within you to communicate in the best way it knows how
It not only transforms you
But indeed a full on metamorphosis takes place...



These are things that no one else knew about me...

To the one I dreamed of before we met,
Yearned and burned for before we met,
Time dangled me on one golden thread
Above fiery pits
Floods of deep velvet painful tears would well up
And than smother me
Because I knew you existed
And yet we were not yet together
I have since realized it was not the right time

And than after a million journeys
That almost swallowed me whole
I found you
I thought I had to hold back an ocean of myself
So as not to scare you away
But not with you
No, not with you
For you are like me, holding back of ourselves
Was never part of our vocabulary
My heart danced like a wild butterfly
Leaping to soar into your everything
My teeth pierced down on my lips
Ripe with feverish desire to taste you
Your breathing gave me life of a kind I'd been searching for
Your eyes jeweled with captured stars
From a familiar night sky
Your skin the most glorious silky lush landscape
The warmth of your body
The powerful security and strength in you embrace
True love as pure and potent as this world has know

You awaken unbelievable strengths and glory in my mind
You can make my body limb with bliss with but a single glance
You continually deepen my understanding
Of what it is to really love someone
Your very being your every word
Your every look
Captivates hypnotizes and covers me in radiance
I adore you

[* ~ portions of this adapted and inspired by a poem of Simara Rose (2006)]

I love you Aluka

Love to you today and every day eternally

Kissblissmiss,

<3 <3 <3

Your Roman


And yet I feel I have not truly and fully expressed myself to the fullest extent that paints the complete picture of the fullness of my love for you Aluka,
and so it is with this that I now truly understand that true and pure love cannot ever,
nor has it ever been explained in mere words, for it speaks a language only the heart comprehends.

"It's the height of folly to try to measure infinite love by limited wisdom." ~ F.Nelon

"All I ever wanted
All I ever needed
Is here in my arms
Words are very unnecessary
They can only do harm

Enjoy the silence..." ~ Depeche Mode - 'Enjoy the Silence'



A couple videos that speak but about a mere minuscule part of all that encompasses our love Aluka, I hope you don't mind my sharing this with all these eyes,
I can't help it, I know now, it is indeed true after all,
"Two things a man cannot hide: That he is drunk, and that he is in love." ~ Antiphanes

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'tiss all for now,
Until my heart speaks again...
No not speaks, POUNDS on the walls of my heart until it is released... *sigh*


I am Indescribably enthralled, born into a new layer of life,
one I've never experienced, 'tiss the beauty of love, I am not ashamed or afraid to profess
not anymore or evermore...





And for those not yet embraced by love and have surrendered to it:

"If you cannot find the meaning with life, seek love."

"The one who doesn't love oneself should take the chance and love someone else."