rokko

I scale my body temperature everyday, and my avarage is between 35.60 - 36.30, but since October 22nd, my temperature has been around 36.45 - 37.85, and there are only 4 days which the temperature was under 36.80.

Lately my body temperature has been over 37.00 which is quite high for me. This has been making me not to able to do things much, like going out, meeting friends, eating or so. I lost 7kg in these 3 weeks, and it is not totally healthy at all. If it's from controling my food life, it'd be great, but I know losing this much weight from sick is so easy to get more gain again when I'll be able to eat. It scares me so much. Actually, even losing 7kg, I don't look different at all. My friend says me "7kg for fatty girls like you is as same as 2kg for normal girls", and I do agree with it.

3more weeks for coming to Germany.
I haven't made any planning yet, except coming to Leipzig to meet Mimmi, and to visiting Zurich to join SGSwizerland meeting, hopefully. I love cold weather, that's why I always spend whole December in Germany and France. Cold wether makes me so happy and frisky!

I feel something is coming to my life, and either good or bad, I wont regret or cry. Of course I hope the thing will be going well, but who knows. If it goes good, there will be tons of things I have to consider. But I'm willing to do that, if it goes good.

My dearest SG friends, please have a nice week!