roguelibrarian

Sometimes even when nothing is wrong I feel off center. I have been an insomniac for most of my life.Even when I was eight I remember my parents spooning me Dimatap just to make me fall asleep. It comes and goes, but for months now I have been riding the longest wave of well-slept nights. Then all the sudden I find myself awake when I am exhausted. I just lie in bed next to J listening to him snore and wondering why everone else can crawl into slumber at their will (at least some of the time.) I wonder what it must be like to close your eyes and then.... sleep.

The worst part of sleeplessness is how lonely it makes me feel. Everything is dark and quiet and the only noises are my own. People should not be left alone with just their thoughts and the sound of their own breath.

If you ask me it's dangerous.