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Guitar Picks And Stormy Seas.


And things get better. Little by little. An unexpected gift arrived by mail for me a couple of days ago. The thought put into that gift brought on a poignancy enough to bring a few tears to the eyes. When you lose everything you own and then lose the greatest friend you've ever had ( God I miss Nico), you...
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Monday night kind of sucked. Had to spend the night at the hospital undergoing a sleep study. I dont sleep worth a shit and I'm trying to figure out why. Anyway I was hooked up to a bunch of electrodes and wires and, of course, did not sleep worth a shit. I get the results in a few days or so.

Lately I've been a...
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The more I try to be consistent, the more my life becomes inconsistent. But then it all seems to come together again. If just for a little while. I do my best. Staying sober is hard. Staying honest even harder. And those two particular things walk hand in hand. Schopenhauer said "To have joy one must share it. Happiness was born a twin." And I...
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It's late. I'm awake. As usual. This no sleep shit is killing me. But...I have a sleep study coming up on Monday that will hopefully identify some reasons. Been a looooong time since I got a decent nights rest. We'll see. One good thing this week...I finally broke through my songwriting block and wrote a new one. First song I ever wrote sober. And it's...
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Sunday morning. Up early. Meeting time. Skipped breakfast because eggs and sausage just doesn't appeal to me. Otis Redding, coffee in a Star Wars mug and a cigarette at 8:30am is a wonderful thing. And the day starts out just fine. Hope everyone else has the same. Good day ladies and gents...

It's late. 2:28am late. I'm lying here and I cannot sleep. Gabapentin usually works. Maybe it was the 2 Monsters I drank around 11:00pm. Not the best idea I've had. So. More Gabapentin. For the uninitiated. Which is all of you. Re. Hab. And here you don't get opiates. You don't get benzos. You don't get Ambien. But you do get Gabapentin. It works for...
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I already have a blog but I love this feature. I'm deciding on how open I should be here. And if anyone will give a fuck. I'm quite honest on my other blog. The past 15 years have been eventful. But sinceI like to think I'm pretty intelligent I'll have to be creative. I also take requests on subject matter. I have an opinion on...
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Figured I'd join and see what it's all about besides the obvious.