So just before I logged in, I checked my e-mail. And I got a myspace message, so I log into myspace. It happens to be a cousin of mine I haven't seen or heard from in quite a few years. So I reply back and check out his myspace. And there's like 9 billion pictures of half naked dudes on it and everything. So I'm kinda left like "what the fuck?" It still hasn't hit me....I check his preferences, and he's GAY! I'm not like hating or judging him. It just came as a total...well I guess not. I should have seen it coming. I mean when he'd visit he'd rather do my sisters hair and play with Barbies than football or basketball with me. I dunno this is some weird shit to start your day off to. 
So other than that today has been pretty good to me so far. Trying to get this community service shit out of the way. It's becoming quite bothersome. I wish it'd just go away on it's own.
I'm seriously lacking friends on this site. I think more friends would make it more fun for me, so if you read this, and you're thinking what a pecculiar fellow this man is. Try adding me I usually post comments on blogs and everything. I guess what I'm trying to convey here is that I'm not a lurker.
My little reminder for today is....
"All of us tend to rebel against the unhappiness in our lives; we try to understand; we resent what we cannot understand. Rebelliousness will only heap one frustration on another until we learn to get out from under, let go, and let God take a hand in our affairs."
"When a man of good-will is troubled or tempted, or afflicted with evil thoughts, then he can better understand how great a need he has of faith in God."- Thomas A'Kempis
That's enough of the warzone inside my mind.
So other than that today has been pretty good to me so far. Trying to get this community service shit out of the way. It's becoming quite bothersome. I wish it'd just go away on it's own.
I'm seriously lacking friends on this site. I think more friends would make it more fun for me, so if you read this, and you're thinking what a pecculiar fellow this man is. Try adding me I usually post comments on blogs and everything. I guess what I'm trying to convey here is that I'm not a lurker.
My little reminder for today is....
"All of us tend to rebel against the unhappiness in our lives; we try to understand; we resent what we cannot understand. Rebelliousness will only heap one frustration on another until we learn to get out from under, let go, and let God take a hand in our affairs."
"When a man of good-will is troubled or tempted, or afflicted with evil thoughts, then he can better understand how great a need he has of faith in God."- Thomas A'Kempis
That's enough of the warzone inside my mind.
P.s. I KNOW. I almost did that. But cutting my hair seemed the better option. Still pretty drastic, though. And it didn't have the desired effect of giving me some fucking space. Sigh.
Sorry to rant at you.
All my cousins are super young (The oldest is 12 or so) so I probably don't have to worry about finding them on myspace anytime soon! Good luck with that, sweets.
Peace xoxo