ok...i will rephrase...
the past journal entry read: i have just come to the understanding that i suck
...i am refering to all and everything. theres nothing like finding out for yourself that you are a bad mother, and in that i am talking about drinking. i didnt think i was an alcoholic - i dont drink constantly, or at work, or in the morning - i just like to come home and have a few drinks at the end of a long day. i didnt think that was bad until i couldnt go a day without drinking and even then i thought that it was kinda normal...but as bluntly as my friends and boyfriend have but it im a lush.
i just want to be a good person. i really dont want anyone to respond to this entry...i cant think of anything that anyone would say that would make me feel better. just let me know you were here if you want to say something. im sorry.
the past journal entry read: i have just come to the understanding that i suck
...i am refering to all and everything. theres nothing like finding out for yourself that you are a bad mother, and in that i am talking about drinking. i didnt think i was an alcoholic - i dont drink constantly, or at work, or in the morning - i just like to come home and have a few drinks at the end of a long day. i didnt think that was bad until i couldnt go a day without drinking and even then i thought that it was kinda normal...but as bluntly as my friends and boyfriend have but it im a lush.
i just want to be a good person. i really dont want anyone to respond to this entry...i cant think of anything that anyone would say that would make me feel better. just let me know you were here if you want to say something. im sorry.
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skzoid:
I actually have to write a JOURNAL entry? Darn. I thought any one could write to any one. I'm still learning. The world's shortest jounal entry is coming soon.
rskapcat74529:
My mom used to drink a beer every day after work. It never bothered me, and she is a wonderful mother. She no longer drinks, because she can't just drink in moderation. You do what you have to do to feel better about yourself, 'cause that's all that matters...what you think of you.