I made a joke today to a photographer friend that I have no clue what I am doing or how I am surviving and I have decided that that is okay. It means I admit where I am flawed and I'm willing to grow and learn. I have so many profiles and sites and content and friends and connections that every morning I wake up with task and idea overload. I am constantly so inspired that I get a models version on writers block. AND THATS NOT A BAD THING. that means that there are so many opportunities that I don't know what to do with them all. That being said I am trying to find a balance and a way to manage this new lifestyle. I recently rededicated my ENTIRE life to this. That means that I don't have a "regular" job. That means I survive solely off performing and posting things like this. It is terrifying and the biggest decision I have ever made, and have always wanted to make. I know most of you don't care but holy wow what a wild ride it's already been. I appreciate everyones support in all forms and I cant wait to find out whats next. In the meantime please continue to be part of my life and feel free to check out all my different internet presences. MODELS if you know what its like to have so much going on that you end up hiding in bed eating chocolate and wondering how to conquer the internet, I feel the same way.. I think we all do. ALSO MODELS who have found some awesome ways to overcome that task overload that freezes you into doing nothing, please share some tips and tricks. I think we should all support and lift each other up. Sharing secrets to success does not increase your competition but rather makes us a stronger community where we can all thrive. Thats why I joined Suicide Girls anyways. <3