rockstargirl52

It occurred to me that I may not be nearly as active on SG as opposed to my other various internet based addictions.

I'm not really sure what I should write about, unfortunately. I have had several conversations that scratched slightly deeper than the surface and it almost makes me sad. I see people with faith in hatred, and a have seen a wider range of the hurt a family member can cause, and how can I put into words what my heart has felt?

There are people who wake up every day and see only the bad. I see people who are judged on appearance in several different social settings, and the looks are quite different. I have a degree in fashion design and based on apperance, you can get a pretty good gauge on what people spend their money on, but you can never tell what people focus their life on using superficiality.

I have witnessed this from many areas in the spectrum. And it's awful to see how many people constantly judge by appearances, when they themselves would be appalled to receive the same lack of respect.

I spent most my early adolesence being introspective, and have slowly become more perspicacious about those around me. I see so many things going wrong, so many people becoming what they wished they wouldn't. Racism exists. Prejudice exists. And it's not just in small towns and rural communities, they way some would suggest.

I watch people make ignorant comments, and it seems that people are more and more choosing to be ignorant so that they don't have to deal with the responsibility of knowing the right answer.

I know this blog itself is non-sequitur, but I felt I had to write some of these things down. I feel so flooded with human emotions, bad decisions, new views on the same old story, and such, that if I could just put it in words, I could work on finding my opinon one subject at a time.

We'll see how that works out...