rockrboy

So I spent last night wasting time with lain and ZomBee watching Tank Girl and I have a lot on my mind. After parting on the train from ZomBee I put on my headphones and put in a minidisk which although I couldnt remember what was on it, contained quite a few songs that set my mind ablaze. Which is why Im writing this. If I dont get it down I wont be able to sleep. Bobby Dylan set my thoughts on the time Ive spent on this planet. Ive realized that after 21 time is not a friend. I feel like with every passing minute Im not accomplishing something life is passing me by. I should have had a movie by now, I should have a paying gig. Ive also come to the conclusion that I need to be a lot more social. If youve ever seen me at an SGNY thing you know Im very quiet and awkward. I need to stop being like that, although even with the best of tries thats been something I have never been able to overcome. I also need to get started on my film. Not tomorrow, not next week, now. Something in me has always blocked me from completing anything, no matter how hard I set about it.