I just watched last night's Alias and I was totally blown away by how awesome an episode it was. Next week's looks much more intense. Next week's Lost looks like its going to be exciting too...perhaps its going to be the episode where they kill off a main character, but I think that's more likely to be the season finale.
Anyway I've been working pretty hard this week to find a job. I've totally invested myself in the search for work, both at a bar and in film. I think its pretty funny that the things I choose to do happen to be extremely hard to actually find work in. Although of course I spend a lot of time not finding that funny at all. I feel like my life is at a turning point right now. I feel like things might get better soon, although I've felt that way before and they haven't but it feels good to just feel like there may be a chance out there somewhere. I'm no longer in some hopeless void, now I just hope that a combination of skill, luck, and tenacity result in something good. Although I've been sick going on 2 weeks now and I've had insanely horrible insomnia for about a month I am strangely optimistic. Optimism has a way of letting me down though.
Speaking of the job front I have 2 projects I've wanted to do for a long time as just kind of fun but they would both require a ton of energy as well as resources. One I haven't moved foward on because I'm still trying to work it out logistically, and the other because I don't know if I'd ever get permission (well actually permission for both seems impossible) or find the proper contacts. They are both stage things, which although I've done a good amount of theatre work I am by no means a theatre person. There's a few good plays and it can be a great medium but I find its really lackluster most of the time. Anyway I think I'm going to actually put the effort in and see if I can make either of them happen and use them as charitible events, meaning any and all money raised would go to a charity. That would mean I'd get to have fun for a good cause and its probably the only way in a billion years to get the rights.
Anyway I've been working pretty hard this week to find a job. I've totally invested myself in the search for work, both at a bar and in film. I think its pretty funny that the things I choose to do happen to be extremely hard to actually find work in. Although of course I spend a lot of time not finding that funny at all. I feel like my life is at a turning point right now. I feel like things might get better soon, although I've felt that way before and they haven't but it feels good to just feel like there may be a chance out there somewhere. I'm no longer in some hopeless void, now I just hope that a combination of skill, luck, and tenacity result in something good. Although I've been sick going on 2 weeks now and I've had insanely horrible insomnia for about a month I am strangely optimistic. Optimism has a way of letting me down though.
Speaking of the job front I have 2 projects I've wanted to do for a long time as just kind of fun but they would both require a ton of energy as well as resources. One I haven't moved foward on because I'm still trying to work it out logistically, and the other because I don't know if I'd ever get permission (well actually permission for both seems impossible) or find the proper contacts. They are both stage things, which although I've done a good amount of theatre work I am by no means a theatre person. There's a few good plays and it can be a great medium but I find its really lackluster most of the time. Anyway I think I'm going to actually put the effort in and see if I can make either of them happen and use them as charitible events, meaning any and all money raised would go to a charity. That would mean I'd get to have fun for a good cause and its probably the only way in a billion years to get the rights.
infinity:
good luck with the job search...with the effort youre putting in, things will soon get better.
freyja__:
i just want you to know how hard it is for me to refrain from giving you the what's up about alicia keys. suffice it to say, i think you're missing something. but let's just not talk about this anymore, k?