rocketeer

Well, ok that was...erm fun

i am sorer than i have ever been right now, sorer than what i was after dancing continually for 13 hours last year at Toronto's Labor of Love rave ...yes, sorer, and all from one hour

You see, i went to the gym today for a thing called "Al's Attack", a 1 hour long cardio / body circuit workout. ...now everything fucking aches, i almost regurgitated me breakfast, ...which i ate 3 huors earlier ....i mean, u get out of the classes what u put in and i spose i didn't have to push myself, but fuck...if you pay for something you might as well do it right..


on another note, i think i have found my new favourite place in mt isa, the gym. Fit, healthy girls that have a decent vocabulary, care about the way they look and most importantly, they have all of their teethe, i am not exaggerating, the average female in mt isa is a trainwreck to look at, i know i am being very harsh and superficial there, but it is true .......so i am joining the gym

last night was awesome too, i went with my neighbours to an outdoors festival thing put on by the local schools, singing and dancing and miming ...basically performing coreopgraphed dances to all sorts of music, i enjoyed it ....i am not sure if it was good or if i enjoyed it because it was simply something to do....

Although i don't have anything at all in common with my neighbours they are really nice, genuine and sincere people who like to have fun.

We refer to ourselves now as " team 21 Duchess ".

21 duchess being our street address

Tomorrow is going to be the first "team 21 duchess golf classic", we are going to head to the golf course early and play a round. It is going to be interesting, i can't really play golf, i kick ass on the x-box, but reality is another story

I have a list of 20 cd's that i want to buy when i get back to brisbane, being in a cultural backwater such as this i now really appreciate brisbane's independent music stores even more now.

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EMO PART

Reality is merely just a memory now
the downward spiral began some time ago
it started slowly at first, now it seems impossible to stop
slowing down, merely just an idea, a dream

hello my friend, i am almost ready, i have a vein for you
i hate you you know, i do, but i need you, be gentle this time
lets do this, the familiar and comforting sting, it is time,
pressing with the thumb, it enters, reality blurred again

It wasn't always like this, once people did care, they tried to help
It took control, self destruction became a priority, selfish stupidity
One by one they stopped caring, the wanted to, but couldn't
Alone, sleeping in drains now, there is nobody, noone

Betrayed by the only friend, that chemical friend
i told you to be gentle.....your too strong ...help
noone can hear the cries, consciousness fades
fitting, convulsing, regurgitating, spasming, death


end


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fark yeah ....................i only have 2 weeks and then i am back in brisbane for the taste of chaos festival and the SG hookup on the goldcoast, can...can...can't wait

not much else is happening



stay awesome kids

ROCKET