rocketeer

Fuck IT


Alone perched on the edge, sitting, looking, 20 stories up
looking out into everything and nothing, its all the same
below the people unaware continue on with their meaningless tasks
do they really give a shit?
would they even care?

A deep breathe expanding lungs to capacity, holding it tight
releasing it slowly the body shivers uncontrolibly
tears begin to gathe rin the corners of his eyes
it will all be over soon
soon, this pain that plagues him will be gone

pulling his knees to his chest he adopts the fetal position
he begins to rock, back and forth over and over again,...he tears start flowing freely, sobbing he tries to think
frustrated and full of rage he releases a scream
violently shaking he is scared, he hurts, pain and anguish, all he knows

Able to think now he bgins to ponder
Is this the only option, is there no other way

he is halucinating now, or is he
he can see his mother
he can see her pain, he can hear her cries

but wait, the pain is gone...
....and that is his body
he feels ill with realisation
he had slipped, he had fallen, tumbled and fell
his body broken and bent in his mothers arms

suddenly remorse floods his thoughts but it is too late
as his consciousness ascends he is left with one thought
he can never apologise for this
it is over now, and he is gone forever

end