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First Kiss

Apr 11, 2015
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I'm just a member but I wanna participate too :p I'm not good at blogging with amazing words but hope it makes sense to y'all

This @bloghomework by @rambo & @missy SG staff was pretty easy for me.

Let me tell y'all a lil something about me growing up before I get into my first kiss. For those of you who are just now reading this as my followers already know about me, I am currently Female transitioning to Male tho you probably already thought I'm a guy as in my photos which is a good thing cuz that's who I am. Back to what I am trying to say, in my early childhood years I knew I was a boy and meant to have crushes on girls. I wanted to impress girls make them like me back in return tho it never worked bc I obviously looked like a girl growing up :( I always wanted to do what my brothers did. I felt jealous bc they are lucky to have a body they are meant to be in..like I would steal my older brothers clothes especially the ones he never wore anymore bc my mother refused to buy me any boy clothes as she always said "you're just a tomboy like I was growing up" blah blah blah -_- even up till today my family still doesn't accept me going thru transitioning.

About 8 yrs old I became best friends with this girl who happened to live across the street from me. We would always do things together like literally everything you can do as a child. So after a couple years when I was 10..my crush for her developed stronger but I never told her at the time..We used to play that game "house" all the times(I know kinda corny) and I had to play the guy obviously. It was one those moments where I decided to just like strike up & kiss her it wasn't much tho but it meant something to me at the time. And yes I've done inappropriate things with her such as touching her. Even after I kissed her things weren't awkward between us but she was never into "girls" sooo my feelings just grew away tho I mean we were pretty young ya know?
That is my story not much to it but hope you at least enjoyed reading it and is having a loving weekend as you fine ladies & gentleman of SG are :)
❤️Eli
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rockerskillz:
@colchicine Glad you enjoyed my story as well <3 my family is very religious and that's why they still haven't been supportive of me. Exactly what you said yeah my friends didn't like the fact how I like girls and started feeling awkward being around me cuz they assume I would like them I mean like sure I found them very pretty but it's not like I had actual feelings for every single girl ugh
Apr 12, 2015
rockerskillz:
I also didn't have many guy friends so I didn't have many friends at all until up till about high school
Apr 12, 2015

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