Agh! The sun of yesterday's snowboarding is still warming my skin and soul! I am much better since the last time i wrote, obviously. . . . not sure what was goin on those couple of days. and no.... i wasn't on my period! I just had a rough few days.... i got really sick and shit was going on at work among other issues and i think i just broke down and cried it out. But one outcome from that was my decision to go sober for a while. Don't get me wrong I wasn't a drunkard but i certainly like to drink occassionally, but after my recent freak session i'm goin' straight edge for a lil' while to cleanse my body and soul. Now you'd think that my friends would be happy for me but i'm feeling like i get a lot of negative response. As if they feel like i think i'm better than them because i'm not drinking or smoking pot! Not at all actually...... i'm just merely taking a break from something that i feel i've been doing a lot longer than most my age.... is that so wrong?? agh .. the craziness of life! But all taht aside.... I feel great. I'm going this week to get my new tattoo which extends from my shoulders to my hips! The guys whose doing it did an awesome job on the drawing so far so i'll be sure to post some pix when it's done! ok... i think i've burned my eyes enough staring at this screen!!I'm out for now ! Lata!
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I did want that.. You dont have contact info listed so you can contact me any of these ways.. and then I can give you my number.
aim: ms damn pretty
yahoo: irizh_angel
msn: irizh_angel@hotmail.com
sound good?
Sometimes the best thing a person can do is just stop and change their habits for a little while. not in a sense of abstinance, but just to throw in a little bit of different. I remember on my 21st b-day I bought all my friends drinks, and was designated driver. cus i beed drinkin so regularly for years that it was more fun to be able to facilitate everyones good times than my own. it threw everyone for a loop, but they were cool with it. I didnt drink at all that whole summer. it was strange. but reaffirmed my belief that i choose to use rather than i need to.
Oh and BTW, you have one of the most stuning smiles.