And here i sit at timberline lodge on the first day of 2005 staring blankly at this screen with slight boredom and extreme fatigue! After yesterday's onslaught of customers all bringing family and friends to the lodge to celebrate new years eve.... i'm simply fucking worn out! The past two weeks of mahem here at work have been physically and emotionally exausting but i guess financially all worth while! Now ........ beside the fact that i have been so stressed about my hours.... i'm truly not sure what to do with all of the money i've made! I could take al most every dollar and get myself caught up on bills........ or take a vacation!!!! UUUUFGGGGHH~! o do i hate ultimatims!!!! does anyone know what i should do! .................. 