Well I always forget that I have a blog to write things in..... As of lately I spend all of too much time thinking about the things that I want to be doing. All of which do not include being back at home stateside. Today I was asked if I was interested in staying behind with another unit in Afghanistan to finish out the time they have left on their deployment after our unit goes back to the states. Before I answered I took the time to consider my family back home and the little friends that I do have. I considered the fact that I have a daughter that will be born soon and a family that is home waiting for my arrival. Now this is where I begin to sound selfish but I began to think about my own personal happiness and current financial situation and it made me think a little bit harder about the topics before my own,The things I need to fix in life and the fact that I am happier here in Afghanistan than I am at home in Florida. If you haven't already figured it out I did answer yes. Now its a matter of them actually making it happen. Knowing my dumb ass unit they will probably over look my name and choose someone else. I would like to stay as long as i can in order to meet a financial goal I am trying to reach. It would make it easier for me to get things i need done in life when I get back home If i could stay here and make this money. Im always thinking. I guess it comes with the Mania the doctors say I suffer from. I don't see it as suffering as much as i see it as an empowering ability. If I were a superhero I would be able to think about a multitude of things all at once and nobody know it. What a lame power right? Here is something I have an issue with. Who the fuck comes up with the amount of Jordan Retro sneakers that are distributed to the stores in the malls and online and why the fuck cant I ever purchase any online! I don't have anyone to send to stores on my behalf to wait hours in line to get me a pair of sneakers. Im not the unemployed or street employed person who can wait hours over night to get some damn sneakers. Michael Jordan if you are reading this or you might know Michael Jordan tell him he is missing out on business. From hard working Soldiers overseas!!
Im so tired....
Im so tired....